what have I become?!..

this can't be..

I ran towards Kevin but there were other men, women, boy's and girl's in the room who had stopped me, they were around Kevin, or should I say looking at Kevin like they were gonna eat him alive..

I got to him pushing away the unusual people while my parents were caught up behind,standing there was BIGG and Lemor smiling and looking at what was about to happen like they were gonna be entertained, BIGG told his people to stand aside while I said my goodbyes, which was pretty unusual of him, I thought "y would he be so kind to let me say bye to my only best friend?!, y now?!.."

he was strapped to a chair bleeding, his blood was on the floor which made me sick, from which I almost fell, his neck looked really bad like he was stabbed by a fork, he looked like he was beaten before they started with the transformation, I caught his hand and was crying "Kevin.. please don't die, your my only friend, what am I going to do without you?!", his reply shocked me "always remember me"

he eyes were slowly closing, he wasn't breathing nor was he moving..
it felt as though time had stopped..
I fell on my knees, shocked..