what have I become?!..

what now?!..

we looked at each other, clutching each other like it's gonna be the last time..
I asked my parents can't we try to run?!..
"there maybe some way out..
why don't try searching for one.. let's spread out.."
the room was big enough so we started searching..
I found a place which looked like an air vent or something..
but it looked like it was tightly screwed..
so I told my parents..
they came running, but dad said "we needed something to open it,like a screwdriver or something.."
dad said "keep searching for a place to escape or something to open the vent"
as we were on with our hut for an escape or a screwdriver like something, we were distracted by a sound..
a familiar one, which sounded like our neighbors..
I told my parents "they're alive!! mom.. dad.. the neighbors they're alive.."
but my dad cover my mouth and we all went close to the door to listen..