unwavering feelings | panwink

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I slowly entered the Cafe shop in the corner of the street to shelter myself from the rain, Ordering some Americano with 3 shots, When the cashier said that I should wait for my order to come up, I take a seat beside the window, watching the rain fall.

Now that I remember, it was the same weather when I first talked to him, the first encounter and the first conversation with him, where all of the things between us are so innocent and sweet.

my feelings hasn't wavered at all,

I still love him.

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I was running through the harsh droplets, it won't stop and just falling constantly, my clothes are drenched, so are my things, I keep running until I saw a place that I can shelter for the mean time, but I wasn't alone in there, he was there looking spaced out like he's thinking something so important, my mouth is silent just to respect his time, but my eyes won't cooperate with me and was astonished by his beauty, his tall, his figure, the angle he's in now, I can't keep my eyes out of him.

Lai Guanlin, the popular guy and the center of the basketball team in our school.

With just standing by his side you will already know that he is out of my reach, even though I'm interested in him for such a long time, I sigh with what I have think of. I like Lai Guanlin, it sounds shit that this is coming from my self thought but yes I like him for a long time now. I know it's a one-sided story but can God give me a hope even just the position of being a friend, I'll be happy with it, I really really want to talk to him.

"Excuse me?" A deep soothing voice suddenly interrupted my thoughts, I was snapped back to reality and shake my head off, I looked who's voice it belongs, I was utterly shocked in the inside by the person who talked to me, IT WAS LAI GUANLIN, THE GUANLIN THAT I LIKE, THE GUANLIN THAT I ADMIRED SO MUCH, THE GUANLIN THAT IS OUT OF MY REACH, OH PARK FUCKING JIHOON CALM AND DONT BE NERVOUS YOU DICK LITTLE SHIT, did I just dissed myself?

"U-u-uhh, what i-is it?" Oh great now you're stuttering, great Jihoon, you're doing great.

"You want to lend my towel?" He calmly said to me, I was processing what he asked to me and traveled my eyes through his hands, my mouth opened like an "o" shaped and nodded to him, taking his towel, it was my pleasure that I get to use the towel that the person I like belongs to.

"Thank you-"

"Guanlin" he said cutting me off.

"I know." I accidentally blurted out, realizing what I did, copping my face with my hands to hide my embarrassment from what I did, Jihoon stop being an idiot.

"O-okay." He ended our little conversation, the awkwardness are filling up our surrounding, I kept looking at him in short I was stealing a glance, actually sometimes our eyes will meet and the two of us will avoid if that happens, I think he wants to say something, should I say that it's okay to talk or not? What is it.

"Hey-" we both said at the same time, we were uncomfortable with what happened so he suddenly put his hands in his nape scratching it slowly while I was fiddling my fingers, oh god help me with this.

"I think you should go first." I said with all my encourage that's left in me just to broke this atmosphere between us, he looked at me and nodded.

"What's your name?" saying straightly at me while looking at me with his dark brown eyes, now that I looked at his eyes in a good view, it was beautiful not like the others, it was dark that can get your attention maybe your heart, I was drowned by it to be honest, I like it.

"Park Jihoon, that's my name." Showing off my smile to him.

"I like your name, it suits you." Giving his sweet revenge on me, he showed his famous gummy smile that any girl in our school will faint if they see this, but unfortunately not only the girls feel those kind of things, I'm totally affected by it, and he freaking said that he liked my name plus it suits me, calm down my heart, i know you're abnormal from the start but cooperate with me, please.

"Ahaha thank you, Guanlin."

Aftermath, we talked continuously like we won't be able to talk again, but I guess the rain stopped so easily and we bid our farewells to each other, I want to say that I want to talk to him more, I want to know him more, what are his hobbies, his other talent except for basketball, I was about to leave when he shout from far away behind me.

"Park Jihoon, I'll talk to you next time, meet me at the school!" He shouted with his killer gummy smile waving his long arms too, I waved at him too signaling a goodbye again.

I am excited, I can't wait to talk to him again.

for the first time I liked Rain.

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I know it's short,
It's always like that so yeah.

The italic means the present :)

Good morning everyoneI'll try my best to update this frequently but I WONT, so okay.

deonie🚬