unwavering feelings | panwink

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"Jihoon wake up." As someone's voice is calling me, I opened my heavy eyes to see who is it and it was Woojin's mom, I get up while rubbing my eyes trying to wake myself up because I'm still sleepy.

"You two should get ready for school or else you'll gonna be late." Woojin's mom warned us, after that she left the room and while me and Woojin is still sitting from our places having bed hair everywhere.

"Let's go wash our face, you look like a shit." Woojin said to me, while walking towards the bathroom, I trailed him to go to the bathroom either.

"Then your shittier." He glared at me with his bare face laughing at it.

"Whatever Jihoon, go get your straight ass in the bathroom already."  I hurriedly ran to the bathroom washing my face after that brushing my teeth, I have toothbrush in Woojin's house because I'm always here to sleep and his parents doesn't have any problem with that.

"Woojin it's your turn!" He nodded and I get put of the bathroom walking out in his room, straightly going to the kitchen.

Once I arrived at the kitchen, I can smell the breakfast that's been newly cooked by my best friend's mother, Seating in my casual place and I can see bacon and eggs even break in my plate.

I started eating and in a blink of an eye the food was all gone, thanking Woojin's mother for the meal, when I was done eating Woojin replaced me and eating his breakfast, I started getting ready and wearing my uniform, just waiting for Woojin to finish too.

After a few minutes Woojin and got into the school grounds on time not having any trouble, just going to our classroom. We chitchat until the bell rangs signalling that homeroom will be starting.

Our teacher goes inside in our classroom, everyone in the class including me greeted our adviser in chorus, letting us sit after. Our teacher started writing on the table and I was writing it, I know it's going to be a long day.

I tapped Woojin's shoulder getting his attention on me.

"What?" He whispered just for me to hear.

"I want to see Guanlin." I randomly said, but I really want to see him even though I know I'm just going to be awkward when I meet him today because of that thing yesterday.

"Go eat your gay ass-"

"Mr.Park Woojin!" Our teacher called him strictly which made the two of us flinched.

"Ma'am." Woojin said, our teacher just raised an eyebrow on Woojin and pointin him woth one of her fingers.

"What are you doing there and not paying attention to my class?"

" I was uhhh..." Woojin thinking of an excuse but before he can say his excuse our strict teacher made her sentence that Woojin should go stand outside for the whole hour, when Woojin looked at me I mouthed a sorry.

And the rest of the time I was just listening to our teacher's none stop bickering. Until our break come, I hurriedly run towards Woojin saying sorry again, he just shrugged it off.

"Buy me food Jihoon and I'll forgive you." I didn't refuse Woojin's request because of earlier.

we went to the cafeteria to buy some foods, it was crowded as always I was trying to get in the full packed crowd but I was pushed stumbling my feet, in short I'm about to fall.

But suddenly someone's arms catch me from falling to the ground, I hold on tight not knowing who is it.

"Jihoon be careful." When I realized the deep soothing voice that I'm familiar came out, I looked who's the person and I was right it was Guanlin. He helped me to stand properly, bowing to him to say thank you for what he did, he just nodded and smiled at me.

"Next time be careful, you shouldn't get hurt." Now my heart is beating so fast for him again, The scene yesterday appeared on my mind again, being flustered by it, when will I be getting over it?

"T-Thank you." I just barely said wanting to punch myself.

He was about to leave but I grabbed his hands out of my will, embarrassed by it when he looked at me.

"What is it Jihoon?"

Why is he acting so normal like nothing happened yesterday, I mean almost.

"G-Guanlin about y-yesterday-"

I can't finish my sentence, hearing a brief answer from Guanlin. His voice was unsure yet you know it's cold and emotionless. Piercing my heart out, wanting to cry because of the words he just blurted out.

"Jihoon, forget about it." While leaving me there dumbfounded.

And this is not the first time my heart hurts like this. Fuck.

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The lamest chapter I've done, I'm lazy sarry.

Well anyway, this story is just full of drama and shits so yeah okay, I'll give y'all a tons of drama.

I know you don't like this chapter because it's badly written (including the past cahpeters)

deonie🚬