Abused

Twenty Six

We made our way out of the basement and Brad took me upstairs to his room so we could sleep together because he didn't want to leave me alone. I was quiet as we walked, the events of everything flashing through my mind. The faces of the people I had killed imprinting into my memory. I stopped halfway up the stairs and gripped my head as a searing headache pulsed in my head. I groaned and started falling to the floor, luckily I was caught by Brad. He called out to me but I couldn't hear him as my ears started ringing, making the headache even worse.  Tears of pain rolled down my face and I didn't have the energy to try and stop them.

The searing travelled from my head and down my neck, working it's way through my body until all of it was searing in pain. I cried out and gripped onto Brad as he carried me to who knows where, hoping that the pain would go away but it only intensified. 

As he carried me through the corridors and hollered orders to people but i couldn't hear anything over the ringing in my ears. I was screaming and crying from the searing pain that erupted through my body. The searing soon turned into a different agony as every bone in my body started snapping and reforming themselves into new positions. I was placed on the cold ground while I withered around in pain, screaming as each bone popped, cracked and reformed. Soon enough my clothes ripped to shreds and my body morphed into the shape of a wolf. My hands and feet slowly turned into paws and my face turned into a snout. My screams finally turned to whimpers and I collapsed to the ground as the shift had finally finished. I was now a wolf.

Brad's wolf nudged me lightly with its head before it started licking my face as a sign of affection. I made some strange noise that would have sounded like a groan in human form and tried to move away but realised I was still lay on my side. I slowly tried to get up but fell straight back down. I looked like Bambi the first time he tried to walk.

Brad whined and pushed me down. I frowned.

"Let your wolf  take over"

I stared at him blankly, unsure of how to speak to him. He let out a breath which sounded like a sigh and lay down next to me.

"Relax and imagine giving your control away"

I panicked. I didn't want to do that. I shook my head rapidly, the whole world spun and i put my paws on my head. This was all so confusing.

"Hey, hey. It's okay. Calm down. You need to let her through. She won't take complete control don't worry, love"

I whimpered slightly but obliged and let my body and mind relax. I imagined my body being in someone else's power and a voice suddenly appeared in my head. It wasn't Brad though.

"Hello Winter. I am Relix. I am your wolf. I need you to stay calm. I know all of this is very confusing but I will let Brad explain later. Now to communicate with me and Brad just imagine doing so. I will do the rest"

"Um okay?" I imagined the sound of my voice and suddenly it echoed around my head.

"Good. Your doing great. Now talk to our mate" She chuckled lightly.

"Brad?"

"Winter! Are you okay?"  He sighed out in relief and his wolf curled around me in a comforting manner.

I nodded and snuggled into him, enjoying the close contact. For some reason I felt an even stronger pull to him now.

"Now I'm going to stand us up okay?" Relix asked after a while of me and Brad comforting each other.

"Okay" i agreed, letting her take control.

Suddenly, my body was moving and was struggling to stand up. It was strange that it was moving and i had no control over it but I tried my best to not resist against it. Brad put his snout beneath my stomach to help me rise to my fe- Um paws- and with a short struggle I was finally up.

I yipped happily and my wolf started walking around carefully. Once we were moving with more ease I felt her control sliding back and suddenly I was in control. I tried to stay as relaxed as possible as i moved all of my paws one after the other, treating it like playing the piano.

We spent about an hour in our wolf forms. Me learning how to use it and Brad keeping an eye on me and helping me with a little input from Relix every now and again. Brad walked off suddenly and i instantly felt scared. I felt comfortable in wolf form with him around but when he wasn't there I felt lost and vulnerable. Relix stepped in and helped to sooth me and my nerves and told me to use my nose to follow him. I sniffed and was over powered by smells. I shivered and sneezed. Gosh this was weird.

I filed through the scents until I found Brad's and focused on that one sent and followed it to his room. I scratched at the door and it opened to reveal Brad with just some basketball shorts on. He smiled at me and stepped aside so I could walk in and i did so, being careful not to bump into him.

Brad ran his hand through my fur and an involuntary pur rumbled through my chest. Brad chuckled and sat down, leaning against the bed and scratched me behind the ear. I suddenly notice that I was acting like a cat as i forced my head into his hand to scratch my cheek more. Brad laughed and stopped petting me, to my disappointment. He briefly stroked my head before pulling a blanket off of his bed and wrapping it around me.

"To shift back, imagine your bones forming into your human form" Brad whispered, cautious of my sensitive hearing.

My eyes widened and i shook my head, involuntarily shrinking back, my ears flattening against my head. I didn't want to shift back. I didn't want the pain again.

"Hey shhh it's okay. It doesn't hurt that bad this time I promise" Brad smiled.

I whimpered but complied. I soon felt my arms and legs coming back and my back straightening out, my hair cascaded down my back. I hissed at the soreness but Brad was right, it didn't hurt too much.

Soon enough my body was fully human again and I pulled the blanket around me tighter. I smiled weakly at Brad who tossed me a shirt from his wardrobe. He turned around so I could put the shirt on and once I was decent he picked me up and put me in the bed, lying down next to me.

"Go to sleep my little wolfy"