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Stress

Jisoo

I felt bad for him, I just left him. I could've at least woken him up, wow I'm such a jerk.

I wrote down in my journal getting stressed and harshly scribbling everything out, tearing a bit of the paper. I hated writing in my journal but I looked up that it helped when you where stressed. Not helping much now.

I sat their quietly listening to the gentle rain tapping the window. The window was all fogged up and I could only see the blurry figure of a branch. I walked up to it and started drawing on the window with my finger, making weird distorted drawings that would soon vanish.

My house was completely empty, at first I didn't like it- in fact I hated it- but now its like my solitude. Its always peaceful in an empty house. Nothing to worry about and I felt independent. I'm excited for when I graduate high school and I live on my own. I loved being alone, it meant peace and quiet all the time.

I heard a knock on the front door, disrupting my daydream. I opened the door to see a package with a note.

You'll need these, trust me :)
Hopefully they work, since I have to see you soon.

I gulped remembering horrible times from the past. My hands where shaking, I picked up the dry, cold cardboard box and brought it up to my room. Who could it be from? I didn't know many people from my new school. I opened the box and took the container out, looking to see them I dropped them almost immediately shaking and feeling my throat close. My eyes started to sting as I stood there motionless for a few moments. No.  I was trying to get better, I was making progress, small and unnoticeable to many , but progress.

I grabbed them and read the label to make sure what they were and I was correct.

Appetite Suppressants

I knew a few people who would send this to me but I thought they would stop. I read the sticky note again and my eyes seemed to skip past the part "I'll see you soon". I started getting worried. My throat becoming dry at the mere thought if having to go through the hell I went through at my old school again. I have a few ideas who would send me this, but at the same time I don't because honestly everyone hated me at my old school, and anyone could pull this off.  

Short chapter... mian😅