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Mistakes

Hoseok

I can't believe I did that. I'm so stupid. I hate myself. I went to her, to Luna. I was stressed out and I don't know why but I just went to her, to forget, since alcohol wasn't doing the trick. And it worked but now I feel horrible after, it wasn't worth it goddammit.

I head off to lunch after the bell rings and snaps me out of my thoughts. I've been avoiding her all day.  I head into the cafeteria and sit between Namjoon and Taehyung. Everyone looks at me weirdly as if their expecting me to say something.

"Is it true?" Jimin asks breaking the silence.

"Is what true?" I ask with an annoyed tone, while starting to eat my lunch.

"That you and Luna are back together? After what she did?" Jungkook said.

I almost choke on my food hearing those words.
"Where not back together." I say angrily.
"Thats whats shes been saying to the whole school." Namjoon said. I got up quickly and went to find her and get an explanation.

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Jisoo

I've been feeling weird lately, I haven't been happy much but I haven't been sad either, more as of numb to any emotions. Yesterday Jeongyun asked to hang out and I was excited but then he said Woojin and his friends would also be there, of course I hate them so I lied and said I was busy. Iv also been avoiding Hoseok, I still feel bad for ditching him,I left a note but still , I probably should have waken him up at the least.

I haven't seen anyone from my old school yet. Its been 2 years since I left there but the memories are still fresh.

That note scared the hell out of me, it was on my mind 24/7. I couldn't focus on schoolwork, or my assignments or even my goals that I had just set. It was only second hour but it feels like I've been here forever. The bell rings and I walk out to my locker contemplating whether I should skip school or not. I feel something light hit my head and drop to the ground. I turn around confused, looking at a crumpled up piece of paper I look around for who threw it and my eyes go wide with fear.

Eunjae was standing a few feet away from me smirking. My throat goes dry and my hands go cold and start to shake. He was the reason for so many things. We used to be childhood friends but I moved to a different neighborhood and we slowly became distant.
In 7th grade out of nowhere he started teasing me, jokingly and being an ass, usual for boys in middle school, but the jokes got harsher and he got more violent.  Soon his friends joined in, he was the popular one, he had power at our school, you did what he said and took his side or else everyone made your life miserable.

I was getting better, starting to like myself more, starting to forget but once I saw his face it all rushed back. And I hated him for that.

I quickly slammed my locker turned around and basically ran to my next class. I got there and sat at my desk trying to catch my breath. Class started except the teacher didn't do her normal introduction.

"Class today is a little different because today we have a new student." My eyes went wide and I slammed my forehead into my palm realizing the luck I have.

"Annyeong, my name is Do Eunjae, please accept me." He sad with a small bow and I smile on his face. Yet that smile wasn't a real smile, it had a sinister look to it that gave me goosebumps.

"Please take a seat anywhere you like." She pointed at the empty desks in our room. I gulped realizing that one of the empty desks is behind mine. He walked closer and I refused to make eye contact with him. I kept my eyes down and heard the desk behind me shift as there was now a person in it. A sudden whisper in my ear made me jump.

"Miss me?" He asked breathing down on my ear and neck sending shivers down my spine. I refused to answer and heard a chuckle.

"I guess you didn't use those pills I gave you, did you? " he said just loud enough for me and only me to hear him. At his words my hands harshly grabbed the hem of my skirt trying to not burst at him with anger and tears. I heard him lean back to a normal position in his seat which made me sigh in relief and let out the air that I didn't even know I was holding in. The lunch bell rings and I get out of my seat as quickly as possible.

I sat at a table close to doors of the cafeteria trying to stay hidden from Eunjae. I take my book out and start reading to distract myself. I read about 3 chapters before some angry voices made it hard for me to focus. Jumbled up words like "stay away from me" "love me" "stop" and others were that I could understand. One of the voices sounded so similar but I couldn't think of who it belonged to. I hear a few sobs and then I see a angry but sad looking boy walk into the cafeteria, I look up to see Hoseok with a stressed look on his face as he pushes his hand through his hair. He looks over to see me staring at him and I quickly look away, already feeling awkward from hearing some of his conversation. He hadn't moved yet so I turned around to see no trace of him. I then hear someone sitting down and turn around quickly to see him sitting down next to me at the table. I jumped up and accidentally banged my knee against the table making a small whimper from the pain at my soon to be bruised knee.

He looks at me confused and lays his head down next to me still not saying a word.

"Are...are you ok?" I ask him wondering why he had suddenly sat with me. He hums back with a small nod. A few moments go by and I realize he's stressed and probably doesn't want to answer anymore questions so I start to read my book until I feel a tap on my shoulder. I look over to see Eunjae smirking down at me.

He takes my tray of food and dumps it in the trash. The sudden noise waking Hoseok up from his sleep as he looks up sleepily at Eunjae. He grabs me harshly by the arm making me stand up.

"Who are you?" Hoseok asks now less sleepy and looking a little annoyed.

"Ah, me and Jisoo are just old friends, my names Eunjae." He says with a smirk, I was about to say something when I felt my arm in a tighter grip making me stay quiet from the pain.

"Hoseok." He says and waves while still looking skeptical at the situation. Eunjae and I walk out of the cafeteria leaving a confused looking boy at the table.

Longer chapterrrrr ❤️❤️❤️