I DESIRE AN URGE TO BURNEVERYTHING YOU'VE EVER SAID
WRITE IT ALL ON PAPER
AND SEND IT TO THE GODS
MAYBE SHE'LL SHOW THE SUN
ALL YOUR ESSENCE
ALL YOUR BEAUTY
THAT YOU PUT DOWN ON WORDS FOR ME
ABOUT ME
THAT I PUT ONTO PAPER
AND I BURNT
AND MAYBE THE SUN WILL SMILE
AND MAYBE I DIDN'T REALIZE IT AT FIRST
BUT I GUESS I MUST'VE
TURNED TO ASHES WITH YOUR WORDS
AND MAYBE WE BECAME CRIMINAL DUST
IN THE VOID OF YOUR HURT
THAT YOU INHERITED FAR TOO YOUNG
AND YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE HAD
TO GO THROUGH THAT
AND IT KILLS ME THAT SOMEONE'S IDLE
CAN BE ANOTHER PERSONS NIGHTMARE
AND I'M SO SORRY
HE STILL HAUNTS YOUR DREAMS
AND TURNS EVERYONE AGAINST YOU
TURNS YOU AGAINST ME
FAIR SKIN AND BLUE EYES
PLEASE REMOVE YOUR HAND
FORM OVER YOUR RIGHT EYE
YOU SAID YOU HAVEN'T
CRIED OUT OF BOTH EYES
IN YEAR AND YEARS
BUT THEN YOU SAID
YOU HURT ME
AND EVEN THOUGH
IT DIDN'T ACTUALLY STAB ME
BUT MERELY SCRATCH ME
YOU SAID IT HURT YOU SO MUCH
TO KNOW
THAT YOU HARMED THE ONE
WHO BARES THE REASON YOU LIVE
AND THEN YOU SAID
YOU CRIED
YOU CRIED OUT OF BOTH EYES
AND I CRIED THAT NIGHT
FOR A LONG TIME
DO YOU REMEMBER
HOW ON THAT NIGHT
WE STAYED UP ON THE PHONE
UNTIL SIX AM
AND WE WATCHED THE SUN RISE?
YOU SAID MY SMILE COULD OUTSHINE
THE SUN
WE SHARED DREAMS THAT NIGHT
AND WE MADE PLANS FOR OUR FUTURE
ARE YOU EXCITED
FOR NATHAN AND ABERDEEN?
I BET HER EYES WILL BE
A DEEP SEA GREEN
OR AN IRON INFUSED BLUE OCEAN
AND I BET HE WILL BE
A TRUE GENTLEMANBECAUSE HE'LL BE JUST LIKE YOU

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THE OCEAN MIXED WITH OUTER SPACE AND SMOKE
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