Childhood Sweetheart

Chapter 7: 'I give up'

'Sarah red dress 👆'

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~Kailey pov ~

Sitting down and watch as the rain keep pouring down my window. With Amelia on my arm humming and playing with my finger without saying anything. I look at her and smile as she keep humming to the finger song as she play with my finger. Then suddenly she as me a question that I never expect from a two years old.

"Mommy where is daddy?" Okay where did that question come from. I was looking at her with wide eyes. Now I was thinking what would I tell her.

"Daddy? Why did you ask that monster?" She looked at me then said "But finger have daddy and Lia no daddy!"

I looked at her and laugh she looked at me and then laugh along with me. Even though her sentence was not correct I understand what she was trying to say. I wipe a tear that was fall on my right eye from laughter.

"Mommy cry? Lia don't want mommy cry? Mommy you okay?" I smile at her and said.

"Okay let sing finger song okay?"she nodded her head and start singing.

"Daddy finger daddy finger where are you here I am here I am how to you do"......(song continue) we were singing until Lia fall asleep I put her on my bed and I watch her as she sleep.

She is so fully grown and I can't imagine losing her. And her question keep running on my mine. I never thought of that and now it kind of killing me now that she know how to ask that question.

~Sarah pov ~
I have been checking Kailey and Amelia every now and then after the break down last night. So we didn't feel like going to school today we just want to have a little space before returning back and face the school especially the boys.

So I was sitting in the living room enjoying the sound of heavy rain hitting the rooftop. I feel kind of boring so I decided to go up. I walk to Kailey room and find her staring at the floor and I know something is bothering her again.

"Kailey?" She looked up and give me a force smile.

"What wrong is it the boy again? Because I swear I will hunt him. "She laugh and shook her head "then why like this again."

"Sarah it Lia!" I looked at her confused so she fell me up with information.

"It too soon" She shook her head and look over to Lia and continue "she start asking about her dad and I can't even give her any answer. I don't know if I should tell her or lie to her."

I hug her and smile "Just wait for the right time and it not the right time. 4 or so years maybe from now is okay."

"I don't know Sarah." She looked away from Lia and looked at me.

"Okay we'll figure out something else. But in the main time we call it a night. What do you say partner? " she laughed and get up from her bed and push me out.

"Hey why are you pushing me out of your room?" I looked at her confused and she roll her eyes.

"Don't be just a drama queen. Go get ready and meet me down stairs. I'll go and find Mrs.Jackson first." She close her door behind us and get down.

"Oh" was all I said and skip to my room. I am so grateful she agreed to come.

So I walk to my room and get ready. I hop in the shower and start doing my business there. Afterward I start straighten my hair then put on my light makeup. I didn't want to scare people way especially the cute and hot guys. Then I decided to wear a red dress that was given to me as a gift from my mom on my birthday last year which I haven't wear.