fanfiction ruined me (just another reclist)

Filthy Lucre

:Frerard (there's also a Ryden version, idk which is the original but I chose to read Frerard first)

Filthy Lucre
By franksenpai on wattpad (originaly by stereo_junkie, I believe)
Status: Completed 

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Frank Iero is living the American wet dream - he's rich, good-looking and spends his days doing drugs and climbing into bed with beautiful boys and girls. Gerard Way is a man bordering on desperation - selling himself off to men with more money than sense in attempts to support himself and his worsening drug habit. When Gerard's job embroils him in the glamorous world of the rich and the infamous it's not long before both their paths cross and Frank begins living his fantasies though Gerard - for a price.
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Okay, at first I was like the fuck am I reading? and you're probably going to be like that as well for the first....17 chapters which is the whole story. BUT LISTEN.
I know this is weird and kinky and many people were disappointed by the ending, but this is honestly one of the best things I've read.
It's kind of different compared to other fics, I don't want to spoil too much, you can go read it, if you want.

Thing is, this goddamn fic had me crying for three days. I reread the last chapter for three days. Maybe that's just me, I honestly have no idea why this broke me so much. I think I cried more than when I was reading ASOTM.

Read it if you want, kinky and well, both characters' stories are heartbreaking, but I love it.

Song: Impossible Year - Panic! At The Disco

10000/10 (this honestly deserves so much more)