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Mark stands in the doorway.  Stale’s hand falls at my side.  I don’t distance myself from Stale at all and he doesn’t move either.

“Grab your shit and get in the car.”  Mark orders me.  I can see he’s pissed.  He has the same look on his face that he does when he loses.  I don’t respond to his orders at first, but I realize that my fun is up.

I don’t look at Mark or Stale as I grab my bag and walk out the door.  I wanted to say something to Stale, but I didn’t want to make more of a scene.

I walk to the car with Mark trailing behind me.  He gets in the drivers seat.  I sit on the passenger’s side with my arms crossed.  I’m acting like a pouty child whose parent said they couldn’t have another piece of candy.

Mark stays silent with his lips pursed tightly together.  I roll my eyes at his pissy face.  Yeah maybe I shouldn’t have left the party, but he still ditched me first.  I’m the one who gets to be mad here.

“Fuck you.”  Mark says randomly.  My jaw actually drops at this.  I look over at him, but he keeps his eyes on the road.

“Excuse me?”  I finally say.

“Do you even understand what you’ve done?” 

“I’ve done nothing.”  Now Mark’s jaw drops.

“Kimmy, you left without telling anyone where you were.  I called you dozens of times and nothing.  I thought you were hurt or something.”  Mark half shouts at me.

“How long did it take you to notice I was gone?”  I say calmly. 

“Is that why you bailed?  So fucking immature.”

“No.  I’m just wondering how long you were worried for.  I left the party..oh four hours ago and you just now found me.”  Mark tries to think of a retort.  I can see the frustration in his face.  I want to cry now because I’m realizing that he hadn’t noticed my absence at all.  “Did Craig tell you I was gone?”

Mark doesn’t respond and that answers my question.  For four hours I was gone and my boyfriend didn’t even fucking know. 

“I’m sorry, Keeks.”  Mark finally says.  This time I don’t respond.

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