Car crash

Chapter 3

About two months later

(Nothing much happened just same old. Riley is at Maya's for another sleepover)

'Mmm' I thought 'pancakes'. "PANCAKES!"I yelled dashing down the stairs. "Riles why are you up so early and why are you making us breakfast, not that I'm complaining." She stuttered while saying "well I just wanted to make you a breakfast I know you liked after what happened." I ran up to her, hugged her and said "don't worry about me. That happened ages ago, I promise nothing like that will happen again." I started to eat my pancakes (which I was halfway through) when Riley said "chop chop, we need to get ready to go into the city!" I quickly span round in my chair to face her. "Wait what why are we going out?" I exclaimed. She paused (awhile) before saying "to meet the guys duh! Come on Maya half an hour!" (This is thought in Maya's head(while sliding off her chair)) Ughh HALF AN HOUR HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BE READY IN | HUH | 28 MINUTES!!

I ran straight up the stairs and into my white room. It probably sounds boring but it means I can draw on the wall to decorate it myself. What to wear what to wear? I know. My red jumper that says 'Girls have the power' and some black leggings. I then applied some light makeup (lashes, brows and cheeks), grabbed some Slytherin socks, black boots, a black coat and my hand bag. In 30 minutes we were out of door and on the way into the city.  We were sharing headphones and I decided to show Riley my new favourite music. DISSTRACKS!! How much wood could a wood chuck chuck if the wood chuck looked like you. NO ONE FUCKING CARES JJ THANK YOU FOR THE VIEWS! oh shit I must of said that out loud as I was getting lots of weird looks.

We found the guys, dragging them to shops where we browsed the clothing and makeup. I wanted to see what things I want to buy as I will get some money from family to spend. There was a really nice hoodie that was green with bands in the sleeves. I had also spotted another green jumper, a top and some jewellery. (don't judge all the red and green). My birthday is tomorrow which means that it has been roughly an entire year now since I started cutting. I was brought back to reality by a bored Farkle who said he wanted to talk to me later.

Later that day

(At Maya's house without the others(yes her mum is rarely there (don't ask)))

I said that I was just wondering how tomorrow was going to go but it was no use. Farkle already knew about the messages. He's known for about 6 months now and has surprisingly kept his mouth shut. He wanted to help me know more about them but all he could do is make sure Riley and Lucas didn't see them (I had to beg him to do it as I didn't want them to worry about me). Multiple times he asked if there was anything else. He was convinced I was hiding something (which I am (duhh) but that's not the point). He means well I know but I can't tell him. Until he grabbed my wrists and asked me again. I obviously yelped in pain as that is where I did it.

He quickly yanked my sleeve down my arm to reveal tens of little cuts all over my forearm. He was shocked and didn't know what to say at first until he managed three words. You need help. "How? I can't tell Lucas and definitely not Riley either. There is no one else I can tell" I yelled. He yelled back at me "There is always someone else to tell Maya, until you've told everyone. the school nurse, your mum or even find a website where you can anonymously talk to others about it. Then you don't have to talk to a counsellor face to face." I stood there shocked processing what he said until a question formed in my head. Why does he seem to know so much about this kind of thing? I think I'm about to make the biggest guess of my life and if I'm wrong this will change everything. Although, everything would still change if I am right...

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Ohh drama. What is Maya thinking? Sorry for not updating last month I was dealing with some bitch.