Car crash

Chapter 4

Carried on from last chapter

"Maya what are you thinking about?" he asked. I stood unresponsive for a few more seconds and then tackled him with as much force as possible. As he wasn't expecting it he lost balance and landed on my sofa. I noticed he was neglecting his right arm a bit recently so I yanked that sleeve down. "You can talk! WHAT THE FUCK FARKLE!! YOU CAN'T YELL AT ME WHEN YOU HAVE DONE IT YOURSELF," I yelled at him. "Farkle I can't deal with this right now I'll talk to you tomorrow. Just leave for now please" I said with tears in my eyes. After shutting the door I slid to the floor and cried. I cried for about half an hour when I decided to go upstairs. I checked my phone and there were tons of messages but they weren't from the people being mean to me, it was ten from Farkle asking me to not tell anyone. I replied back saying that I wouldn't.

I then called him. "Have you used a website with 1-1 counselling?" I asked. He replied saying "Yes, I can tell you the name of it or we could meet up at either of our houses and I can help you make an account." "Umm yeah you could come over Monday" I said. What to wear tomorrow? I know. I dug around in my wardrobe for a skirt, tights and a white jumper that is off-the-shoulder . I pulled out my phone and messaged Riley. 'What are you wearing tomorrow?' 'Umm probably my fall jumper and a black skirt. What about you?' 'Same thing but I'm wearing my white off-the-shoulder one.' 'Okay I have to go eat. See you tomorrow, bye' 'Okay, see you then bye' I went downstairs to see my mum. "Hey you're back! Do you want some food I was about to make myself something?" I asked. "If you don't mind sweetie" she replied. "It will be ready in half an hour" I said whilst walking into the kitchen.

"This is amazing honey. Thanks for the dinner" my mum exclaimed. "Its nothing really, but thanks though. It was super easy to make" I commented. "Want to watch some tv?" She asked. "Erm, no I'm actually pretty tired so I'm going to go to bed" I yawned. "Ok night then" she said. Little did she know about what her daughter was doing. I ran to the bathroom and grabbed my scissors. I sat on the toilet and made 5 little cuts on my arm. One, two, three, four and five. Then I put a plaster on top and brushed my teeth. I did my skincare routine, put on some snuggly pyjamas and sat in bed watching the sidemen (obviously).

I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock and ran downstairs. I sat down in my seat and within a minute pancakes and fruit with chocolate sauce was in front of me. "Thanks mum" I said. I scrolled through Instagram and saw posts from Riley and Lucas already. They were both really sweet but I did get some private messages. I can't let it get to me today. The only day other than Christmas that I can't be sad on. I went upstairs to change into my outfit, did my makeup and then came back down for presents. I heard a knock on the door and opened it to find Riles with a massive bag of presents. She came inside and sat down on the sofa when my mum brought us some hot chocolates. I opened the present from my mum which was a surprise. Tickets to go see Little mix next month! There were also a couple bits of makeup. I ran to my mum and hugged her. "Thanks so much. How? I thought you couldn't get any."

"I got them nearly a year ago and just had to hide it from you" she replied. Then I opened my present from Riley. It was a plaque and a choker. I hugged her whilst she said the other part hadn't arrived yet. "Its fine, I can wait" I giggled. Next I opened the present from Auggie and Ava. A travel kit and a waterproof mascara. I needed one so I quickly applied a coat on my lashes. Finally I opened the present from Cory and Topanga. Some clothes that I showed to Riley. "Oh they shouldn't have" I said. "Are you nervous to see your old friend after all these years Maya?" Riley questioned. "Yeah, its going to be a bit weird but I can't wait" I exclaimed. "Are we leaving soon?" Riley asked. "Yeah in ten minutes" I replied.

A/N It has been a long time but longest chapter yet! Hope you liked this chapter. Please comment ideas and vote. I think I'm going to go down the suicide/suicidal thoughts route with this story. Also check out my random book where I talk about life and actually update regularly.