THE HAIRDRESSER (BTS Jimin FF) [COMPLETE]

19. I Hate You

Kara's POV

I was still in his arms didn't want to let  go. After all the bad things that were happening to me his presence was the only thing that was keeping me alive. 

"I should leave, Jimin" Even though I didn't want to. "No, I'm not letting you go." He hugged me tight. 

"Aww you two are so cute!" We immediately pulled away and saw Tae smiling at us. "Jimin aah I told you everything will be fine." Tae winked.

"I guess, I should thank you." Jimin patted Tae's hair roughly. "Yaah! Don't ruin my hair."

"Kara!" We all turned around to the voice. It was one of my colleagues. "It's time for us to leave. Aren't you coming?"

Before I could respond, Jimin held my hand and pulled me closer. "She's staying here with me."

I gazed at him, my eyes were still watery. "I'll told you, I'm not letting you go." Jimin kissed my temple. She smiled at us and went away.

At the dorm...

It was my first time in the dorm. I was both nervous and excited. Jimin took me to his room. His room was filled with action figures and plushies. 

I was browsing through his figures and suddenly he gave me a back hug. "Don't you trust me, Kara?"

I pulled away and turned to him. I looked into his eyes "Before answering this question, I want to tell you my story."

"I'm listening." He said.

I took a deep breath, clenched my fist as I gathered courage to speak. I recited the whole story while he listened patiently. I was scared that he will hate me or won't look at me the same way. But I had to get it out and I did.

As my story ended, he covered his face with his hands and looked away. I wasn't surprised by his reaction. I hate myself for it, how can I expect anyone to like me after knowing the ugly truth. 

"I'm sorry, Jimin, for hurting you. But that was never my intention. I'll understand if you hate me now." He was still looking away from me. I didn't know what else to say.

"I'll take a leave." I got up with a heavy heart and tears in my eyes. At once he grabbed my hand and said "Don't you want to know what I've to say?"

Our eyes met and I could see pain and anger flowing from his eyes. "I hate you, Kara."

Yes, of course you do, Jimin. I hate myself. I hate to put you in this position.

He continued, "I hate you for hiding your problems from me. I hate you for blaming yourself for the wrong that happened. I hate you for thinking so low of yourself. I hate you for thinking that I'll leave for this. I hate you so so much." 

"I don't understand why won't you ask me for help? I'm your man, Kara. We're in this together. Anything that affects you, affects me too."

My mind was full of thoughts and strong emotions and I wanted to speak. But words won't come out of my mouth as if I had forgotten how to speak. Only the tears flowed and I had no control over it.

"Now, answer me Kara. Do you trust me?" Jimin lifted my chin up. The lump in my throat didn't let my voice come out. I nodded.

He wiped my tears off and kissed my temple. "From now on, no secrets." I burried my face in his chest and hugged him tight. "Hmm" I mewled. 

Amy's POV

"It's 9 pm already. Why isn't she home yet?" I wondered. 

I was about to call her but then I hear someone unlocking the door. It must be Kara I thought.

"Hey Karr, why are you so...late?" She opened the door but she wasn't alone. PARK JIMIN was with her too.

Is he really Park Jimin or a look alike? Why the fuck will Jimin come over to our place? With Kara? But she met her once. What if he is really Jimin? But Kara never mentioned that she was in touch with her. What the hell is happening?

"You must me Amy, right? Hi, I'm Jimin." 

Is he really Park Jimin. Looks like him though. And even Kara is not flinching. He must be Park Jimin.

He offered his hand for a hand shake. I wasn't sure if I was allowed to touch him. He is a fucking international kpop idol. But I couldn't lose my chance to hand shake a famous celebrity. I shook his hand. "Hi"

I gave Kara confused looks because I couldn't understand why he was here.

Are they friends now? But if they were, Kara would've told me.

"I came to drop her home, safely. I hope you don't mind." Jimin beamed.

"Not a problem." I scratched my head, still figuring out if he was real or a look alike.

He turned to Kara, "I'll take a leave, now. Love you babe." He pulled her closer and kissed her forehead.

Did I hear I LOVE YOU? And did he just KISS KARA? Am I the only one in this room who's finding it weird and shocking?

He smiled and took off.

 I grabbed Kara by her arm as she closed the door. "What the HELL just happened, Karr?" 

"I'm sorry. I didn't want you to surprise like this." She said nervously and she continued to recite her love story with her ultimate bias.

And that's when I realized how many secrets she has been keeping from me all these days.

But that was not it. She had more to tell. As if Jimin's story was not enough to leave me stunned. She dropped another bomb and this was a pretty serious one.

"How could you not tell me about such a huge thing, Karr? Aren't friends supposed to share everything?" I was fucking mad at her. A pervert has been blackmailing her and she doesn't even care to tell me.

"I didn't want to bother you because you were going through a rough time then."

"Bother me? Are you fucking with me right now? Do you even think of me as your best friend, Karr?"

"I'm sorry Amy. I really am." 

"I feel like punching you right now. But first let me deal with this blackmailer and then I'll deal with you."

"So you aren't mad at me anymore?" Kara pouted.

"I'm pissed at you." I scorned.

"What if I make you breakfast everyday just like I did the other day?" She made a puppy face.

"These tricks are not going to work on me. But you can cook for me everyday. I won't mind."

"Aww. I will. I love you so much." Kara hugged me tight. 

"And I hate you." I scoffed.

A/N:
BTS comeback today! Are you guys excited??😍