I Want to be Your Last Everything

Rough Night

Caitlin's P.o.v

Barry and Iris came into the cortex holding hands, they were finally together after years of Barry pining over her, and they looked happy.

As they walked in I caught Barry looking at me carefully, seeing if there was a reaction. I still did not know what I felt. 2 months ago Barry and I kissed... a lot. The kiss was passionate.

Flashback: I decided to go down to the bar, since it had been a tough night for me. It has been for the past week. I had tried everything to figure out who Savitar was. I headed down to the bar closest to S.T.A.R. Labs, I needed a break, I changed clothes into a mini plain dark red dress, with black heels. I always had a pair of fancy clothes in my car just in case, i had time to go out. As I walked up into the bar and opened the door, I saw a lonely looking Barry trying to get drunk, then getting frustrated. I smiled, he always had that affect on me. I walked up to him, hopefully seeming confident. I don't think he heard me walk up to him, but before I did I ordered a drink, and when I did go up to Barry, I said, "Hey, lonely?" He seemed confused, then found me, well not expecting me. He looked at me down then up, realizing that it was me, his Cait. "Heyyy, Cait." He tried playing it off, but i sensed a bit of embarrassment. His cheeks were red, so I smiled. "Bar, Ii already told you, I don't always dress like a highschool principal." I laughed. "I see that, you look great, but what brings you here?" "Stress, and as I could see, you too?" "Yeah." I was about to say something else, until someone else came up to me, touching my back. I turned around, and saw a stranger, he seemed about Barry's height, muscular, had black hair, and green eyes. "Hi sugar." I cringed. "Hi can you please walk the other direction?" i was too nice, for my own good. I turned back to Barry hoping he had left. I looked at Barry noticing his stare on the guy, obviously still behind me. I drank all of my drink and got another. The guy again went behind me and this time grabbed my butt. I jumped so high, turned around and slapped him. Well tried to at least, he caught my arm. "Why don't you say we get out of here?" "She's with me." It was Barry and he was angry. I tried getting out of his hand, but he was too strong. I looked at Barry next to me. He noticed and quickly used his super speed, to knock him out and take us out of there. When we were finally outside, I turned to see Barry and I hugged him tightly, never wanting to let go. He stroked my hair, and said it was alright, he was their to keep me safe. I let go, regretting it, missing his warmth. "Let's get out of here." "To where?" "Another bar?" He looked at me weird, but agreed. He picked me up bride style, "Barry I have my car with me, I can't" I could have sworn I saw a hint of disappointment. He drove us to the next bar, closer to my house and a lot friendlier. We walked in together, I headed straight to the bar. Accepting any drink that came to me, noticing a very concerned Barry, and I was verry drunk. "Barry Allenn, you know I thought you looked cute tonight." "You did huh, well I am pretty sure this is drunk Cait talking so please continue, what else did you think?" "You were very jealous tonight, I saw youuu." "Okay, Cait." He laughed It was nice. "Barry, do you still like Iris?" "Yeah... Why?" I'm pretty sure my disappointment showed, because he shifted in his seat. I had another drink, I actually lost count on how much I drank. "I think it's time to go home, Cait. " I nodded, and as soon as I walked outside, I threw up, and once again, Barry held my hair up. He drove me to my apartment, and walked me to my room. Like a gentlemen he turned round when i changed out, 'You know Barry I saw you peeking at me tonight, I don't mind, you deserve peeking for all the good you do." I heard him laugh again, it filled my stomach up with butterflies. "Barry a little help," I couldn't get my dress off. He turned around, but before he could use his super speed I said, "Don't use your powers, it makes me dizzy, just live in the moment." I giggled. He smiled sheepishly. He carefully took off my dress, when he finished, we made eye contact, then he said, "Cait, you're so damn beautiful." He didn't look up and down, he just looked at me, the real me, not my body, not the way I am sometimes strict, or bossy. I couldn't help myself and apparently neither could he, cause at the same time, he was reaching over and so was I. We made contact and kissed. It started it out slow, then he takes my cheeks in his soft hands and presses his lips to mine, wanting more. My arms betraying me, wrap themselves around his neck and kissed him back. He tries to part my lips, wanting to wrap his tongue with mine, I opened my mouth a little more and he took advantage of that, we lead our way to my bed, we took a breather, and smiled, then continued. Even hungrier then before, I took off his shirt, and since I was still in my bra and panties, we were still not even. I took off his pants, he just had boxers on now. He got on top of me and started kissing my neck, moans escaped my mouth wanting more. I moaned his name, and all of a sudden he stopped, in the middle of almost taking my bra off. We both looked at each other, shocked. He used his powers, got me dressed and himself, making me feel actually disappointed. "Barry..." "I know." He couldn't even look at me. I started to cry. "Barry get out." "Cait, I think we need to talk about this." "Later, you can't even look at me, did you realize that I wasn't Iris, what am I Barry? A suppressor for your emotions?" "Cait-" "Don't call me that." " Caitlin, you are more, you are my friend, and of course not Caitlin, why would you think that?" "Bar we almost had sex." I whispered that softly. He looked at me "Don't you think i know that? I don't know where that came from, we just came from a bar, and had a lot to drink." "No I didn't." My eyes were teared up even more, a tear slipped out. I looked down. He put his finger on my chin and raised it up. He leaned in and kissed me, it was short, and light, it was nice. "Cait, I don't regret this, but I am still in love with Iris, I- I just, I don't know why I kissed you then and why I kissed you now." I just nodded, I don't know why I was crying, he was never mine to begin with, he belonged with Iris. "You should go." "We'll talk about this later." "No we won't Barry, just forget about this, all of this night including the guy who grabbed my butt, forget we even saw each other tonight." "Cait, I can't do that, i won't." "You will, for me, Barry, please." Defeated he nodded. He kissed me on the cheek, I closed my eyes wanting it to last, and in a flash he was gone.

Present:

We haven't talk about what happened, since that night, 2 months ago, it was as if nothing had happened. The week after that incident, he got with Iris, that stung, but what could I do, he loved her. I came back to reality and smiled at them. Barry came over, any new metahumans today?" "Nope. We are metahuman free for today!" We high fived and smiled even bigger. Iris came over and kissed Barry. "Barry I have to go, I'll be home around 8." And with another kiss she was gone, leaving both of us...

A/N

Hey guys! Hope you enjoyed this chapter of my new book! I am not sure if I should continue it, however if you guys think i should, comment your thoughts! Also don't forget to vote!! Thanks for reading!

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