Society. [LEGIT READ DESCRIPTION SO I DONT GET EMBARRASSED]

myself.

i wanted to be quite
i wanted to be the person who they respect
i wanted to brag about myself
i wanted to shut up
i wanted to stand up for myself
i wanted to be selfless
i wanted to be different
i wanted to be the person who they look up to
i wanted someone to admire me
i wanted to be praised
i wanted real friends
i wanted best friends
i wanted to have someone to stick by my side
i wanted to be a special person for someone
i wanted to be the only option
i wanted to be their one and only
i wanted to be someone irreplacable
i wanted to be someone unique
i wanted attention
i wanted unique stuff
i wanted to be first
i wanted to be the only one
i wanted to be a cold person
i wanted to be cool
i wanted to look cool
i wanted to be someone goals
i wanted someone to envy me
i wanted to be a not caring person
i wanted to be the man of few words
i wanted to be the man of my word
i wanted someone to know me better
i wanted someone to know my intention
i wanted new friends
i wanted social life
i wanted to travel around the world
i wanted to be happy
i wanted to be an emo
i wanted to change who i am
i wanted to win
i wanted to share
i wanted someone's love and affection
i wanted to be cared for
i wanted to be think of
i wanted to be special
i wanted to be myself.

i wanted so much
that i lost everything.

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