A Fool [2yeon]
"Where are you going?"
Jeongyeon, who was about to leave, turns her head and stares at me. "I've told you before. Gym."
"Again?" I get on my feet and fold my arms in front of my chest. My eyes scan her from head to toe. "You always say that everytime you go out."
"Then what should I tell you? That I go to the library? Or to the hospital? I have a competition this month, Nayeon. You know that."
"What competition?"
Jeongyeon stares at me furiously. She looks offensed. "A karate competition, of course. What else?" she answers with an upset tone. She looks uneasy.
I'm not afraid of her pressure, nor of her deadly gaze. Instead, I reply the gaze with another furious gaze. I narrow my eyes and stares at her sharply. "A karate competition? This month?"
I think she starts losing her temper (well, she has a short one), because she just sighed hardly. She rolls her eyes tiredly and chuckles at me. "Stop it, Nayeon. You always ask something nonsense," she bursts. She takes her shoes and wears it hastily. "I'll go now."
"I met Chaeyoung yesterday."
Again, she stops and turns her head. "What?"
I smirk, full of victory. "I met Son Chaeyoung yesterday. Your gym colleague. Your karate colleague."
I got her, finally. Her eyes start shaking and I know she just being caught. "You-you met her? Where?"
"Don't ask me something nonsense, Yoo Jeongyeon," I snap her. I take a few steps forward and I can see that she's sweating. "She said that you stopped coming to the gym since 3 months ago. You also stopped the karate practice. So what's that nonsense karate competition, huh? Another bullshit?"
"Wh-what do you mean?"
I keep walking towards her and I stop when we're 2 meters far. "What does it mean? I also want to ask you about that, Jeong." I gulp. "Where did you go everytime you told me that you're going to the gym?"
"Nayeon-a, I—"
"Where did you go?!" my shout sounds shaken and I feel disgust of it. I can't keep my calmness. I can't keep my kindness.
And of course I can't. No one can.
Jeongyeon just keeps quiet and she just stares at me with a guilty eyes. I laugh. Sounds like a mock. "What? Why you can't answer me? Where did your furious gaze go, huh?"
"Nayeon, I can explain—"
"I don't need your explanation, dumbass. No more bullshit." I go to our room and take a bag which I prepared yesterday. Full of my clothes, and also my favorite stuffs like my rabbit doll and else. I jolt when I see her in front of our room. She looks afraid.
"Where are you going, Nayeon?"
"I'm leaving, of course."
I pass her and she grabs my wrist harsly. "Wait!"
"Fvck off!" I slap her hand from me. "Don't you dare to touch me."
"You'll leave? After 5 years of our relationship? No way!"
"What?!" I drop my bag and stare at her madly. My eyes are shaking and my legs are trembling. "What did you said?"
"You're my girlfriend! And I tell you to stay with me here!"
I shake my head and laugh. It sounds like a mocking, but it sounds sorrow at the same time. A laugh which full of anguish. "Stop act like you love me. You can't fool me anymore."
I didn't expected that she couldn't say 'I'm not fooling you' or something like that. She just keeps in silent, like she accepts my words. Like she did fool me. And it hurts me more and more. "I'll go now. Bye."
"Nayeon."
"Stop calling my name, okay? Isn't this a good news, that we don't have to live in a same house anymore?"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean, now you can go look for the girl next door. Like what you always did everytime you said you're going out to the gym. You got it?"
"I... I—"
"You what? You feel sorry?" I chuckle. "No, you're not, Jeongyeon-a. You're not feeling sorry. Because this isn't the first time you did this. After Mina, then Sana, and now Momo, I can't stand this anymore. No more hurt, no more sitting home alone, no more waiting for your phone call, no more you. You don't deserve my love."
I grab my bag and go to the front door. She's not following me. Instead, she's just staring at me sadly. It hurts me, of course. But she broke my heart. Again, and again. And now I gotta do what I do. She'll probably miss me everyday and drives herself insane. But I don't care. I don't care anymore.
I can't stand this anymore. I don't know does she still loves me or not, but I can't love her if she keeps hurting me like this. So, now, it's better for me to say goodbye. Then I will let her go and never see her again. I'll never go around her again. I'll stop wasting her time.
I'm tired, I'm so done. I want to believe in her lie but her lies is too much, too often that I can't even hear it anymore. I can't stand being a fool anymore. After she fooled me again and again, I can't. There's no way I could stay anymore. It's time for a goodbye. A farewell. So we can start our life again, a new one, separately.
I can feel my eyes are glassy of tears. To be honest, it's not okay for me to broke up with her. I'll absolutely hunted by her everyday and everynight after this day. But I can't hear any lie anymore, I can't look any hate gaze from her eyes anymore, I can't let her skin touchs mine everynight anymore. It deafens my ears, it blinds my eyes, it burns my skin. No more her. No more Jeongyeon.
So, bye, Jeongyeon. Bye.
I open the front door and stop. For once more, I want to see her face. Once more, for the last time. So I turn, and I see her guilty, sad, weak face. I hear she calls my name again and again but I'm not answering. Instead, I smirk. Not a smile, but a smirk. Because I can't let her know that I'm also dying from broke up with her.
I smirk and leave after I said, "see? Now who looks like a fool?"
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Fin.
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Another oneshot. A short one, this time. I hope this isn't dissapointing you guys hehehe. Let me know what you think about this story! Tell me in the comment section! Thank you!!!
And for this story, I use some of the lyrics from Park Lydia - Eyes, Nose, Lips cover. Check it out, guys! It's jjang!
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