I feel so strange
I feel like there is a pit of emptiness inside me
I want to smile and laugh
I want to pretend that I was the same way I was last week
I suppose that thinking about this made it worse
I want to fill that pit
But I can't
Someone else might be able to
But that person isn't real
I look in the mirror
How can someone that looks like me feel the way I feel
PLEASE
MAKE THE PAIN GO AWAY
IT HURTS
IT ACHES
but I can't cry it away
Making visible scars changes nothing
The music that once filled the hole now only fills my head
What is happening to me?
YOU ARE READING
Afternoon Philosophies || Poetry
PoesíaThis is just random poetry I come up with on the spot. It is depressing more than anything else but it is just how I feel at the time.
