Not getting a long already, part 2.

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Hours later, I woke up to the sound of a heart monitor beeping a second. Everything was blurry for a while, & all I saw was a white cast. I heard echoes of people who seemed to be speaking, but only in a distance. "Desire." I hear ring in my ears.

I tried to turn my head, I heard the voice coming to the right of me. But everything hurt. Seconds again passed & I was then able to see who was speaking to me. I turned to see Corey. His blond hair glowing under the pale, but yet fluorescent lights. He was smiling at me. I had never felt more relief in my entire life. Just seeing a friend there.

" Corey," I said back to him with a smile, my voice was incredibly raspy. "Don't strain yourself, hey bud. How are you holdin' up?" He told me. My senses were beginning to go back to normal. "I'm... Not very sure to be quite honest. What happened?"

Corey kneeled by my bedside, rubbing my shoulder. "Listen, on your way to get the cake, you and Bobby got into a crash." Just as the words left his mouth, I began to remember it all flash before me in one big picture. Bobby. He had to be okay. My mind flashed with worry & I began to tear up. "Bobby, I have to see him." I told Corey, I tried to get out of my bed. But tons of cords pulled me back.

I turned around to the headstand of my hospital bed, only to see that I was connected to a plethera of machines & monitors. "No no, sit down Des." Corey told me. He put my hands on his own as he led me back to my bed.

I laid down and began to cry. "Please don't cry, Bobby is okay. I promise. He's in the same position you are in right now. He's a couple rooms down... He's awake." I looked at Corey with a glimps of happiness flooding my eyes.

"Really?! Oh my god that's the best news." I hugged Corey, but winced at the pain it brought me. " But Kian... His party. It's absolutely ruined... & It's all my fault." Corey shook his head & pulled up one of the side chairs. His coat & pullover sweater were on the counter. Along with a coffee & a plate of finished food. He must've been here awhile.

" No, Kian is fine. He just wants to know you're okay. It's all he wants right now." I sat up and pulled in Corey to myself. I cried. "I feel like I've messed everything up today." Corey hugged back.

"Des, nothing that happened today is your fault. It happened. You guys were just trying to give Kian the best birthday he could have."

I glanced back at Corey and smiled. After awhile we just took a chill pill and decided to watch some T.V. There wasn't much interesting on, it was just some old cable T.V shows. I finally found a couple episodes of That 70's Show & binge watched it with Corey. He hated that show but was willing to watch it with me this one time.

After a couple of hours, I dozed to sleep. I awoke to a whisper. "Desire..." I wiped my eyes of the tired. It was dark in my room. Corey must've headed out for the night. "Who is it?" I whispered back.

I felt a hand on my head, stroking my hair. "It's me." I listened to the voice. And I instantly recognized it. "Kian." I yelped silently. I turned and pulled him into a hug. He held me tighter then we had ever hugged. I sobbed into his shoulder for what felt like hours in the dark. He put his hands on the small of my back, which made me feel safe. "I'm so sorry Kian. I messed the day up for you, me and Bobby were jus-" kian shushed me.

"Please don't apologize. I don't care about that party. I care about you being safe. We can reschedule that some other day." He whispered to me. My head was pounding. "My head hurts." I told him. He put his hand over my head and began to play with my hair & rub my head. It felt like it took all the pain away. "We fight. We argue. We bicker like best friends.. But we have fun like them too. We've made amazing memories these past couple of months & I want you to know I wouldn't ever trade them for a single thing." I told him.

" I wouldn't either." I scooted down in my bed & patted the side beside me. "Come sit." He took off what seemed to be his jacket & sat beside me. "How are you here? I'm sure visiting hours are over." I whispered back.

" I told the lady I was your boyfriend. I know it's not true, but she saw how upset you were today with Corey & she wanted to make you feel better. So she let me stay tonight." I looked up at him. "What About Meredith?" I asked. "Harrison took her home." I nodded. "Where are you sleeping?" I asked. He looked around in the dark & grabbed a random stool. It was pretty dang dark so he couldn't see what he grabbed of course.

" ugh this?" He told me. I chucked. " I'm pretty sure a person of your highth wouldn't be able to fit on a stool." I whispered. "Here." I told him.

I handed him a part of the heated blanket my nurse brought to me. "You can sleep by me. I don't mind." Kian didn't seem so sure. "Are you sure?" He asked me. "Positive. Here." He took the blanket and laid down on the opposite side of me. I drifted back into sleep again as we got settled.

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I peered to my side, I was on rodeo drive. What was I doing in the middle of the road? I looked every which way that could show a clue, when I saw the car me and Bobby were in. I saw us speeding. But most of all, I saw us heading towards the crash. It was all happening over again. Without thinking, I ran as fast as I could, maybe I could warn... Myself? I wasn't sure. I saw the other car approaching. My heart beating faster, bearing the fear. "BOBBYY." I screamed.
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Regular time -

I jolted up from my bed. Sweat was beading my forehead. I was crying & shaking. Beside me kian sat up. He saw me with my arms crossed, shuddering. "Bad dream?" He asked me, I nodded. He sat up and took me into his arms, wrapping the blanket around us. "Shhh. It's okay. I'm right here, see? Nothing bad is here. It's just me. I'm here Des." I held him close, he moved me onto his lap & I nuzzled into his neck. We laid back down, but this time I was in his arms. "I won't let anything bad happen to you." He told me.

This was going to take forever to recover from.

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