Date: 9/18/2017
I'm restarting this just to rant my negativity.
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I'm sick and all I feel is darkness.
What if I don't want to get better?
What if all I want to do is move on and die?
I'm all alone.
Am I getting better? I don't know.
Do I seem better? I can't tell.
What if I was better? Then what?
I go back to the life that wasn't there. A life of loneliness and boredom.
There's no more fun and exciting things to do anymore.
If only, If only.
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No one likes me anyways.
I feel like they're forcing themselves to like me.
I don't like that. I wish I could tell who likes me for who I am and who's there because I won't leave.
Sadly, because I can't, I feel everyone's there because I won't leave.
What if I left?
Would they leave and go off on their own? Most likely.
The darkness and the loneliness is all I have and will forever have.
There's nothing left for me.
Just the never-ending darkness.
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Inspiration: getting sick(rarely happens...maybe once every other yr)
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- SilverStarDraco
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