Jessa [completed]

Chapter 45

Tessa's p.o.v
Jake proposed. I said yes of corse. The things he said were beautiful. I think about when we started dating. Our first kiss and our first I love you's. we're in the car heading home and I hold Jakes hand. I look out the window with the biggest smile ever. We get home and he goes up to bed while I go sit next to Chance on the couch. Anthony gets the clue and exited. I stare at him while he stares straight ahead.
"Are you going to say anything?" I ask and he's silent for a few moments.
"Yes. Why did you choose Jake you know what he's done. You know I've loved you forever. Tess why would you do this now you couldn't at least tied." Chance said.
"Chance, I could have tried but it would only hurt you as much as t would hurt me. I love Jake and you have to except that. But sometimes I wonder why you love me. Do you love me because I'm pretty or am I pretty because you love me?" I say and walk away. Chance thinks about it without noticing I left. I go to Jakes room and lay down in the same clothes. I could have tried it with Chance but it wouldn't have been right. Jake hugs me tight like I'm going somewhere. But I think we both know I'm not. I face him and fig my head into his chest. I take his smell in and keep it. I love Jake Paul and only him.