Gabriel's POV
I walked into the mental ward a place I had been quite often recently...not for me but for the lucky human who had me as their Guardian Angel but they were also my soulmate so I kinda had to be here especially since it was my brother who was inside his head causing my him to be here....
I walked to door
When I got there it was open but I knew I shouldn't just walk in because it could scare him, so I knocked on the door frame before quietly calling out "Hey,Sammy...."after saying this I slowly walked in with my hands up by my head knowing that Sam takes comfort in knowing you don't have any weapons with you
"Hey..."he said barely loud enough for me to hear and his voice was rough and scratchy
"Do you want something to drink?"I asked keeping my voice down so I wouldn't scare him
He just shook his head before patting the spot on the bed next to him,he didn't know we were Soulmates so I planned to keep it that way for now,if and when Sam got better I'll tell him...
I walked over to the bed,and sat down next to him wrapping my arm around Followed by my wings. "Gabriel..."Sam said quietly
"Hmmm?"
"I-I think I'm in love..."my heart sank,Sammy was mine...
"With who?"I said trying to hold back the tears threatening to pour down my face
"You..."he said sounding weak and embarrassed
"I love you too..."at that moment my plan went out the window "Sammy,Did you know that you're my soulmate?"I said smiling and looking up at him
"Really?"
"Yep!"I reached my hand up and pulled his face down to mine for a kiss,and it felt like suddenly everything was right with the world. It didn't matter how messed up everything was, it was amazing
"Gabe....I'm tired..."he whispered after he had pulled away "Can you stay while I sleep?"
"Of course Sammy..."I smiled warmly while I said this try to keep my voice steady because I could hear his thoughts and all I heard was
I don't deserve this
I'm worthless
I'm broken
I don't deserve to live
I should just go die
Even if I did no one would miss me....
I must've started crying because next thing I knew Sam was holding me in his arms whispering softly saying calming things
"Shhh....what's wrong?"
"You...you're amazing Sam and I love you and Cas would miss you! Dean would miss you! But most of all.... I would..."
He looked at me confused before speaking "how did you know...."
"I can read thoughts....and trust me you're part of me...literally...if you die a part of me dies...."I looked at Sam with my best version of puppy dog eyes though his would definitely win if there was competition for best puppy dog eyes
"I'm sorry..."he whispered after he had pulled me back into his arms
"Just never think like that again..."
"Ok..."
Somehow we ended up lying down together with my head on his chest and our legs tangled together
For the first time in centuries I slept. Though it wasn't necessary it was nice to sleep every now and then...
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K so this was the first Sabriel I've done in a while and it was fun! It wasn't quite as cute as I wanted it to come out but I like it! I hope you enjoyed it!!!
