|. sheila solo because i love her sm 😍
Confidence. Sheila was feeling confident. Today was the day, today /IS/ the day she is going to take the next step in her life.. out the front door. She took a deep breath in as she closed her eyes and meditated for only a second. She held onto the black strap of her bag slowly and moved her hand towards the handle. Shakily, she gripped it as tight as she could hoping she could trick herself into not letting go and turned it to the left. She heard a click and gasped as she opened the door with as much enthusiasm as a rock.. /NoNE./
Sheila took a step backwards, feeling an ounce of surprise that shes even still standing there and hasnt slammed the door and ran to her room. Her head was telling her to stop, telling her to slam it, that something would happen once she stepped out but she knew she needed to face it, to face the outside, to face the real world. She had to do it for her daughter, her babygirl who is missing out on having a normal mother. It killed sheila knowing she was missing everything outside her house, everything important.
Sheilas breathing started getting heavier, as she stared into the unclear world outside her door. she took a few tiny steps forward not being able to make herself get close enough to the air outside she knew she couldnt do it so she closed her eyes and in a shock moment of bravery she basically jumped outside. As soon as she leapt forward she slammed the door behind her and leant against it yelping for air. Her shaking body feeling numb. She froze, not knowing how to stop her world collapsing in, not knowing how to continue forward. Sheila touched her hand to her chest and in a second it all got too much, she burst into tears, slamming her hands against the door behind her she turned on the spot, grabbed the handle, turning it she ran inside with tears falling so freely she had no power to stop them. She collapsed on the lounge and cried, feeling like utter failure. Utter failure to everything and everyone around. She slowly sat up after a few minutes of burying her head into the cushion and felt her shaking slow. "N-Next, ma-maybe next time." She told herself outloud, breathing still very shaky.
|.lol this is bad, idk where i was going with this. I just love prescious unique kinky AF sheila hahahahahha. Someone fucking protect her.
