I'm sorry I just love Christian.
She put the box in her purse along with the positive test. She didn't want him finding it. She grabbed her suitcase and started packing her stuff. She didn't know where she would go.
She was seventeen living in Dortmund with her boyfriend. Her parents disowned her because she fell in love with Christian not some rich businessman.
Christian was out at a game she promised to be at but she got sick the past three mornings and Christian wanted her to stay home. She finished packing her little amount of stuff along with one of Christian's jackets because she didn't want to forget him.
She took a notepad a pen from the table and began writing a note
Christian,
I love you. But I have realised I am no good for you. I'm only seventeen and I am struggling to get through school. I don't want to have to depend off of you. I don't even know what you saw in me, I was a young chubby kid and you still said you loved me and went through everything with me, but I have realised like I said before I am no good for you. I want you to know that I love you though and I always will.
Love,
Ana.
She left the note there and contemplated leaving the test which she then decided against before grabbing her things and walking out of the house. She looked back up at it tears threatening to fall before getting in her small car and driving off down the small Dortmund street.
She found a hotel that she could stay at for the night. She knew Christian would be home around now hence why she was getting several messages not only from Christian but Marco, who was like an older brother and Mario who was one of her best friends.
She decided to reply to Mario.
M: where are you? Christians a mess.
A: I left. I realised that I was no good for him. I know that if I stayed I would have dragged him down with me.
M: you are hurting him so much more right now. He wants you back.
A:don't tell him this but another reason I left is I am pregnant with his child. We are young and I don't want to keep him from playing soccer.
M: he read over my shoulder. I'm sorry please come back to him. He doesn't want to lose you now. He wants to stay by your side for the rest of his life.
A: look. Tell him to sleep on it and meet me outside of Signal Iduna Park at 08:00 tomorrow.
M: he said he'll try to sleep but no promises.
A: tell him I love him. Even though I am not there and I am no good for him I love him.
M: he said he loves you too and please be safe.
Ana got off her phone setting on the bed and turning on the TV to see a replay of the game from earlier.
She watched Christian score a beautiful goal and then dedicate it to her. She felt bad but also at the same time relieved. Even when he was focused on a game he would still remember her but she knew that she would ruin his dreams.
She slept very little that night. She realised she missed his arms keeping her close to him and the soft snores he let out. She missed him but she was sure what she did was right.
She looked at her phone to see the time 07:15 she needed to get up and start to get ready. She quickly got dressed pulling on Christians jacket before applying a little concealer under her eyes to hide the dark marks and then putting on mascara so she didn't look as tired.
