An Angel With Broken Wings//Mikey Manfs

God Only Knows

I sat there crying as Mikey walked in.

"Hey Mack" he smiles lightly.

"Hi Mikey" I smile through my tears.

"Was it another thing of your dad?" He asked looking at me.

"I wanna talk to you" I say to him.

He walks over to the bed and sits down.

"Mikey. What do you think of me?" I ask him.

"You're everything to me"

"I love you"

"Will you be my girlfriend?" He asks me.

"Yes.." I say hesitantly.

"Good"

"Well what do you think of me?" He asks me.

"You make me happy" he smiles and moves in to kiss me.

I lean in and we meet in the middle.

It felt like fireworks going off in my stomach.

It felt like my heart was being mended again.

I smiled through the kiss and than pulled away.

"Can you tell me? How did your dad live with himself while doing this to you?" He asks.

"God only knows" I say kissing his head.

"Why did it have to be you though? Why couldn't it have been me?" He asks starting to cry.

"Mikey if you went through what I went through without almost killing yourself. I'll give you an award. But it wasn't easy at all" I explain.

"Mack? Why you?" He asks.

"I don't know baby" I cry.

He looks down at my arms and cries a little more.

"How did he?" He whispers to himself.

"It wasn't just him. It was me too" I say bro gong his head up.

"Most? Or just some?" He asks me.

"Only some. Some of them are from me trying to find a way to take the pain away" I say and he cries harder.

"Mikey I'm sorry" I kiss him.

He looks up at me and kisses a tear off my cheek.

"Mackenzie" he whispers.

"Yes?" I whisper back lying down next to him.

"I know it's only been a few weeks of knowing each other but I love you" he kisses me and I smile.

"I love you too baby" I kiss him again and fall into a deep sleep.