Can't Hide Behind

Chapter 6

Aubrees point of view

When you think everything was bad and couldn't think it could get any worse and that one despicable thing happens to make all hell break loose. I'm on my way with this date with Xander and he's acting descent towards me for once and I'm cherishing it while I can only to bring the monster that he is out later once nobody is around. I want to cherish the peace while I can.

Jace and I are still not talking but I'm totally and utterly in love with him have been for a while but I have to keep at a safe distance for now. So far Xander has not been abusive but I'm dreading the day he puts his hand on me. Yes, I'm still not over that horrible day that was taken from me. My mom would have not been happy with me if she were alive. I miss my dad and bestfriends back home. I still facetime them occasionally here and there but, not with this asshole driving here stuck up my ass.

"You ok baby," Xander says, breaking the silence. See what I mean he's descent to me. But in reality he's just a low life asshole that thinks only of himself. Sometimes I just want to crawl in a hole and hide from the crulity of the world. There's so much darkness in this world people don't teach their kids and that's  where Xander comes in.

"Yeah I'm fine", I say simple and short.  Not giving him the satisfaction of my undivided attention. "As long as you don't exist then I'm fine. I want this date over and done with you disgusting peice of shit." But I decided against for the reason of his temper.

I can feel my eyes close as darkness engulfs me into internity of peace. I dream I am standing in a kitchen and I have a little being in my hip. I turn around to get something off of the island and I recognize the child looks just like me and...

"Honey I'm home and I have a surprise for you and our angel." Jace says.

...Jace in the little boy that is struggling for all his might to run to his daddy. I was about to say when I was inturupted by my husband. It's like fairy tale in a different life time that's never going to happen.

"Daddy!" Our little boy yelled as jumping out of my arms and running to his father.

"Hey bud. You being good for mommy."

"Of course he is. He's the opposite of you," I laughed out.

"Haha very funny," he said as he came around to give me a kiss.

"Ewww daddy why are you eating mommy's face?" Kayden asked.

I jerked up from the dream and sucked back to reality where I'm stuck in this car with the manipulating asshole.

I jumped hearing the door slam shut while jace is racing to my side, faking to be a gentlemen, to open the door. I knew it's an act, he's never been a gentlemen. He opens my door rips me from the seat hurting my arm in the process.

"Ow stop you're hurting me."
"Oh will you shut the fuck up," He scolded me.

And I did exactly that reason of I didn't need trouble. These past couple months I've come to like Jace. I miss his voice, his face, the way he observes the simplest things. Honesty I dont know why I have been ignoring him. I'm hoping he's here. I really need to speak with him I want to tell him how I feel.

I haven't got to know him and I feel like I'm doing this backwards but I can't stop thinking about him. He's on my mind twenty-four  seven.

To into my thought I haven't even noticed that we have entered the building and heading towards the lobby with the lady behind the desk.

"Let's go and keep your mouth shut don't peep a word or I'll send a signal to my men to invade your dorm and murder your little boyfriend." I don't even know what I seen in him. The beginning he seemed so sweet and caring but I truly was stringing him along for a distraction of Jace. Now I know he's just like them all a narcissistic little cunt.

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Authors note:

I'm truly sorry for not updating like I said I will. To the people reading this I'm hoping you like it. I decided to keep updating and eventually I will finish the book but that'll be long down the road.

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