As We Lay ~ A Y/N and Chresanto August Love Story ~

Chappie 10

Y/N pov~

Sooo its been 3 months since that whole big thing happened and I am now 3 months pregnant with chresantos baby. Lots of things have changed like me and Jordan don't talk anymore, me and diggy hardly ever talk...im trying to get the divorce final between us, me and roc are officially together now, and i heard that Diggy and Jordan are together. I don't really care because they are irrelevant in my life right now. All that matters is my baby and my man. Jordan still wants to fight me but she gonna have to wait til I pop this baby out because im not about to hurt my baby over fighting a thot.

Roc: aye baby

me: yes

Roc: when do you find out the gender of the baby... I want a boy. a lil mini me. Hes gonna be the king of all hoes.

me: ( smacks the back of his head) nigga hell no. My son aint about to get no STD because of hoes. But I want a little girl. Shes gonna be mommys princess and spend all of daddys money and I find out next month.

Roc: I don't think so. But either way I will spoil my child to death.

me: yes I know

roc: ( looks at me) im so happy your the mother of my child. Im so lucky to have such a beautiful,intelligent, amazing woman as my girlfriend, the mother of my child and the love of my life. I love you soo much.

me: ( hormones start to go crazy and she starts crying) r r roc babyyyy that was s s s ooo swweettt

Roc: baby I didn't mean to make you cry so hard. I didn't mean to make you cry at all.

me: ( still crying) I don't know why im crying like this( sniffles) I want ice cream

Roc: yes my queen

me: and I love you too baby

~knocking at the door~

me: I GOT IT

I walk to the door and open it to see diggy at the door with the rest of the divorce papers. He looks at me then at my stomach then  back at me...I akwardly walk to the living room with him behind me shutting the door.

Me: soooo, I see you have the rest of the papers

diggy: uh yea. All you have to do is sign them and then im out.

me: okay

but before I can grab the pen. Diggy grabs my hand.

diggy: before you sign, think. Do you really wanna divorce me? I still love you. I will forget about everything you did and I will even help you raise this child even if its not mine. Please...I never thought we would end like this. I thought we would die together...please...do you still love me?

me: .....yes I still love you but im not in love with you anymore. My heart is with chresanto. I love that man with every fiber bone in my body. Diggy im sorry but you have to move on.

diggy: ( wipes his tears) okay I I understand but before you sign the papers and I leave, I wanna do something first.

me: okay what--(GCO)

diggy fucking kissed me...and passionately I might add but I didn't feel anything so I pushed him away. All of a sudden I hear a door slam. OH LAWD HAVE MERCY ROC SAW. Next thing you know chresanto comes and starts punching the mess outta diggy.

Me: CHRES STOP!!!!

roc: SON OF A BITCH DONT YOU EVER KISS MY GIRL!

he punches diggy one last time before throwing him out the house and slamming the door.

me: bab-(GCO)

roc: NO STFU HOE!!! I SAW YALL KISSED AND SHIT AND YOU SAID YOU STILL FUCKING LOVED HIM. BITCH YOU A HOE. I BET THAT BABY IN YO STOMACH AINT EVEN MINES!! GTFO MY HOUSE!!

I seriously cant believe he just said that...to me. Im hurt because he called me a bitch and a hoe and I know im neither of these things but hearing it from him really hurts. Then he denies his child...im not about to stress. If he wants me gone then im gone. I go upstairs pack all my shit up, grab my phone, my charger, and my keys and get ready to head out the door but I get stopped.

roc: baby look im sorry I didn't mean it

me: ( starts to get teary eyed) hell no. you meant every fucking word you said and you said to leave so that's what im going to do. get tf off of me

roc: ( starts to get teary eyed) noo baby please im sorry. You cant leave with my child

me: ( chuckles with tears coming down) oh so now this is your child? just not too long ago you called me a hoe and said that this baby wasn't yours and just to fill you in on me and diggy convo.....he tried to talk me into not signing the divorce papers and getting back with him but I refused because I was in love with you. Then he asked if I still loved him and I said yes but not in that way..more like a friend then he said he wanted to do something before he left then he kissed me and then your big dramtic ass took things to the next level by beating diggys ass and completely cussing me out.....roc im leaving. Im not about to go through this.

By this time im crying a river....nah im crying a damn ocean. It just hurts that bad.

roc: ( crying hard) bbaby please I im sorry I ii I didnt know

me: I know because you never tried to listen to me....bye roc

I walk out the door...I know im gonna go back to him but for right now...I need my space.

Jordan pov~

me: so did you do it?

diggy: yea but I ended up getting my ass beat for it

me: im sorry baby but I want them to feel the pain they put us through....im pretty sure theyre broken up

diggy: I think they are too because I heard him call her out her name and I know she didnt take that.

me: ( smiles evily) good