As We Lay ~ A Y/N and Chresanto August Love Story ~

chapter 21

Chres Pov~  3 years later

Regret.Depression. Sorrow. Anger ....all these emotions are all I feel right now. If only I was able to turn back the hands of time. Never met Tia. I would still be with my love and my kids. But because of my stupid decisions....I lost them and by the looks of it.....I'm not getting them back. My son hates me and my daughter doesn't even know me. It's hurt to know that they call another man daddy. It hurts to know that my love is in the arms of another.....my heart breaks more and more every time I think about it.

Flashback~

Me and Tia were at the mall looking for stuff for our son trey. He's 3 now. While we were in the kid section I see Y/n with a little boy. That must be Cam. I haven't seen him since he was 4. He should be 7 now.

me: Tia I'll be back

Tia: Where are u going? Are u bout to cheat on me? Don't leave me chresanto! I love you! Why are you leaving me?( starts tearing up)

I look at her like she's crazy.

me:uh I'm just gonna say hey to an old friend

Tia: oh....well hurry back soon baby.

I walk over to them feeling tia eyes on me.

me:( nervous) hey y/n

She turns around and it was like slow motion for me. She has gotten even more beautiful. Wow.  Cameron just stands there and looks at me

y/n:( smiles) hello chresanto uh how are you doing?

me: uhh good

y/n:(nods) that's good. Cam, you remember your dad right?

Cam:( blankly stares at me)

y/n:(sternly) cam say hi to your dad

Cam: hi chresanto

That seriously hurt me. My son hates me enough to not even call me dad. I wanna cry but I'm going to suck it up.

y/n: Camer-(gco)

me: nah y/n...it's cool.

Then I see this man walking our way with a little girl with him. She's in his arms asleep.

???:aye baby Christi fell asleep on me. I knew she was about to knockout soon.

Cam: hey dad(smiles)

Dad?

???:sup lil man(rubs his head)( looks at me) who's this?

y/n: oh Keith, this is chresanto. Chresanto this is my boyfriend Keith.

Boyfriend?

Keith: hey wassup man

me: uhh hey

Christi starts to wake up

Christi: mommy(reaches for y/n then looks at me) daddy who's that(pointing at me)

That broke my heart even more. My own baby girl don't know me. Then she called him daddy...not me.

Keith: babygirl this is Mr. chresanto.

Christi: hi Mr. chresento

me:(cracks a smile) hi babygirl.

Christi: no! only my daddy and broder can call me babygirl.

I'm just done with life...

me: sorry sweetie...uhh I have to go now. Nice seeing you again y/n.

She could clearly see the hurt and pain in my eyes.

y/n: you too chresanto.

I walk back over to Tia. I can feel a huge knot about to form in my throat. My heart is crying a freaking river.