All My Fault

All My Fault: Chapter 1

Chapter 1: The Argument 

PHILS POV:

It was just supposed to be a relaxing and romantic night for me and my blood mate Dan. We had just done our radio show that day and we had already uploaded our YouTube videos for the week. I had set up candles all over our lounge to set the mood, while Dan cooked us an amazing dinner. Not that it would help me out much. I was a vampire so I had to drink blood but I was happy to eat food just for the taste. After we had enjoyed our dinner Dan and I settled onto the sofa to cuddle and watch some Buffy re-runs. As I kissed Dan's cheek I started to think of how nice it would be to be able to kiss Dan in public. Even though we had been dating for 4 years we never told anyone but our close friends. I thought it was about time to tell everyone, so I spoke up and said, " Bear? I have something to ask you."

I watched Dan sit up and pause the TV so we could talk. He asked, "okay...what's up?" I took a deep breath, " I have been thinking that its time we tell everyone that we're in a relationship" I could see Dan tense up as I spoke. He sighed and said, " Phil I know that you want to tell everyone, but... I just don't feel like I'm ready to have everyone know. All they will do is judge us, and I don't really want that kind of pressure..." I couldn't believe that was why he wanted to keep everyone in the dark. I could feel myself getting annoyed, "I can't believe that's why you don't want to tell people about us! That's ridiculous!" Dan said in a raised voice, " It's not fucking ridiculous Phil! I just want to keep our relationship between us!" Now I was angry and I yelled, " And I just want to be able to kiss you in public and not have to worry if someone see's us! I don't care if people judge us!" Dan got up off the sofa and yelled " Oh! If you're not worried about people judging! Than why don't you just tell everyone your a vampire while your at it!" I could feel my eyes get red and my fangs come out. I snapped at him, "Are you fucking stupid! You know that I can't tell anyone what I am! I can't believe your being so selfish!... You!...You are THE WORST MATE EVER!" As the words left my mouth I could see Dan's expression change from angry to hurt as tears rolled down his face. I watched him run out of the room, the door to our flat slamming behind him.

I thought about Dan's words over and over again for an hour until I realised that this wasn't worth fighting over if it was going to make Dan upset. I would rather keep my mate happy than have him be anxious just so I could show him affection in public. I had to go find him and apologize. I ran out of the flat using my vampire speed.

DANS POV:

I didn't even bother to use the lift and I ran down the stairs. Once I got outside I just walked with no idea where I was going. I just had to get away from the flat. If I had known it was so cold out I would have grabbed a jacket. I was only in a thin grey jumper and black skinny jeans, so I was fucking freezing. I walked for a little under an hour just thinking about our fight until I realized that I was being selfish and if Phil really wanted to tell everyone I could deal with the stress. I needed to go home and apologize. The only problem was I had no idea where I was, and in my rush to get out of the flat I hadn't grabbed my phone. So I just started walking trying to find something familiar.

I hadn't realized what a dodgy part of the city I was in until I got pulled into an alley way. A large man with a hood on pinned me against the wall, and said in a deep raspy voice, " Lets make this nice and easy for both of us. Eh pretty boy? Just give me everything you have on you and we can both walk away. Huh?" I didn't have anything on me couldn't this man see that I was only in a jumper for god sake? I replied in a shaky voice, " I-I'm sorry but, I don't have anything on me so p-please just let me go." The man just laughed and said, " Ha you think I haven't heard that one before? If you want to get out of this, your going to have to give me something better than that." This is when having a big sarcastic mouth wasn't helpful. I glared at the man and said in a harsh tone, " If I had anything on me I would have given it to you by now you stupid twat!" I immediately regretted my words when the man growled and replied, " Oh you think your tough eh?! I'll show you tough!" and with that I watched him pull out a knife.

The next thing I knew I felt two sharp pains in my stomach making every breath feel like I had a huge weight on my chest. The man threw me to the ground and stood over me with a huge grin on his face. He looked at me and said, " That's what you get for your fucking attitude!" The man began to laugh as I struggled to breath.