All My Fault

All My Fault : Chapter 3

Chapter 3: Newborn

PHILS POV:

I picked Dan up and sped us back to the flat. I took Dan into our bedroom and laid him down on the bed. I took off his blood soaked jumper and jeans and threw them in the wash. I put Dan into some sweat pants and tucked him under the duvet. Once I was sure that he was comfortable I pulled out my phone and dialed Pj's phone number. Pj was one of our good friends and he was also a vampire, so I thought he could help me feel better. After a few rings Pj picked up. " Hey Phil. What's up ?" PJ asked. I took a deep breath and told him what happened. As I explained everything to Pj I lost my composure and began to sob. After I finished talking, there was a moment of silence. Then there was a knock on the door.

I opened the door and saw Pj and his bloodmate Chris standing in the hall. I let them in and we all sat in the lounge. Pj and Chris both comforted me and told me that It wasn't my fault. I didn't believe them though. I knew it was all my fault. If I had just excepted that Dan wasn't comfortable with people knowing about our relationship, then we wouldn't be in this situation. I knew that I would have eventually turned Dan, but I just wasn't prepared to do it so soon. After I had calmed down Pj and Chris left, and I went to go check on Dan.

(Time skip)

PHILS POV:

It was one week later and Dan was still unconscious. I had started to get really anxious. I would often ask myself what if Dan never woke up? I tried to force that thought away but it was impossible not think about. Finally I couldn't take being left alone with my thoughts. I called Pj so I could tell him how worried I was that Dan would never come back. Pj reassured me that Dan was going to be fine and that I should go out hunting to take my mind off things. I knew Pj was right. It had been a few day since I had eaten so I got ready to go out. As I was walking out the door I heard cry come from our bedroom, " PHILLL?!"

DANS POV:

I woke up in a familiar dark room, but something felt different. It took me a second to remember what had happened. When I remembered I didn't even care that I was a vampire. All I could think about was apologizing to Phil for being so selfish. I wouldn't be able to stand it if Phil was mad at me. Tears started rolling down my face. I tried to get out of bed but only managed to sit up. I felt to weak to move anymore than that. I screamed, "PHILLL?!" I immediately heard foot steps running towards me. Phil ran in with an excited look on his face that turned to concern when he saw me crying.

PHILS POV:

I ran into the room as fast as I could. I opened the door and turned on the light to see Dan looking at me with his new red eyes, but something was wrong. His eyes were filled with tears. A million thoughts flew through my head, what if Dan really hadn't wanted to become a vampire? Would he leave me? As I sat down on the bed beside him all those thoughts were silenced when Dan said, " P-Phil I'm s-so sorry for acting so s-selfish...I was j-just scared about what people would say and-and your right. I am the w-worst mate ever..." he put his head in his hands and started to sob.

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Dan was apologising about the fight we had thinking that I was mad at him. I felt so bad for calling him a horrible mate and him actually thinking I meant it. I wrapped my arms around Dan and made him look me in the eyes. Tears started rolling down my cheeks. " No Dan. you are not the worst mate ever. I never meant that, I was just really frustrated. I should have just respected that you weren't ready to tell people yet. I'm really sorry." Dan gave me a weak smile and said, "I love you Phil." I smiled to and replied, " I love you too bear."

DANS POV:

After Phil and I finished talking I could feel an extreme burning sensation in my throat that I hadn't noticed before. I wasn't sure how I hadn't noticed it before, it was like someone had shoved hot coals down my throat. Phil seemed to sense my discomfort, because he asked me what was wrong. I told him about the burning. " Oh that completely normal. That just means your hungry. I will go gets us some blood." he said. When he mentioned that he was leaving I felt tears coming into my eyes again. I shouted, "NOOO! PHIL PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME!" Phil smiled at me and sighed. " I know you don't want me to leave, but trust me I will be back in 15 minutes tops." I looked at him and whispered, " okay, but be really careful." and with that I watched Phil speed off.