People may think i'm fine but i'm not , I actually get worse in everyday by the hour but I don't care, I need to stop feeling just useless suffering but how? My friends and family is holding me back.,... Wait that's it? It's only them, so without them....... I'm free to do what's necessary.... So i need a plan, to make them all hate me, or at least give up on me.
Ok I have the plan, the plan would be to make everyone that cared for me hate me to their bitter core. And its almost simple, just act like a jerk to them and lie and they would simple just hate me and want me dead! Yea, I like that plan... Well time for the plan to get action, " just one more time...."
THE NEXT DAY:
Well I guess the plan has easily accelerated , friends are ignoring me and giving me the evil look, but only my close friends are there, but one is moving away, another I don't need to do and my last close friend betrayed me. So basically I just tied up loose ends with life.
