MY BEAUTIFUL STRANGER

chapter 9: Dean

Ragini  .A. Yadav  P. O. V

" I can kill you right here an right now if I wanted to " with him aiming at me an my heart racing.

There was no word left in my mouth. Have I married a ruthless killer but my father knows him so well.

" you are pathetic " he murmured pulling the gun back down  an giving me that dead look I am in trouble now I saw he could kill me an bury me in the backyard like all horror movie.

" if I wanted I would have killed you a long time ago ! You are so naive I thought I fucking warmed you never invade in my privacy "  he said to me shouting on top of his voice. I was shaking like a little child being reprimanded. My feet we're getting weak.

" you can't blame me you have been so suspicious since we got back you don't come back home at times except midnight an if you leave in the morning" I squeezed my saree even when he told me before never to do it again.

He pulled his hair leaning against the closet taking In some fresh air  before he replied.

" I work okay,  how i go out an com back  should not be any of your concern "  this time he spoke calmly dropped the gun back in the locker.

" are you for real Dean you are my husband we are married I should care if you go out or where you go to or If you are coming home " I spluttered  gazing at him running my hand through my hair.

He looked at me an saw how scared I was an how much I wanted to disorientate myself from the room.

" please leave"  he said to me I quickly pulled my saree gladly an left the room scurry along the stair not looking back at all.
I ran back to my room brought out my luggage an started packing my cloths.

I can't stay like this with a man I hardly knew  an was hiding things  from me.

A knock wince my door an the person made its way into my room.
Mrs Rosa holding a tray with two cup of tea.

" why are you packing child " she said to me dropping the tray on the table beside my bed an grabbed a hold of my hand with tears in my eyes I busted into tears she quickly hugged me trying to calm me down as she sat me on the bed.

" what wrong child she asked me looking into my eyes "  I sniff cleaning my tears holding on to her hand .

" it's Dean I don't know who he is or what he is like I want to be comfortable with him but he Keeps pushing me away an hardly talks to me, how can we make this marriage work if we don't try to  speak to each other share jokes an laugh he is a facade man an oblivious to my feeling he doesn't try to talk to me an when I try he is disincentive to talk " I paused catching my breath.

"Yet he  doesn't show affection towards me " she pulled me into a hug this is all hard for me I left my house my parent just for this man I almost hated my father yet he treats me with no regards an push me away.

Mrs Rosa understood what I was going through an I was happy she was around me to make me understand it all.

" child Dean is a very loving young man you did the right thing by going through his thing it show you want to start a life with him an believe me he will be bothered an come running to you " she lay my head on her shoulder patting my head this moment I remember my mom who would clean my face with her saree making me happy.

" get some rest child keep on bothering him okay  and if he does something you don't like reprimand him . Make him aware of his fault okay ." she said to me an left.

I lay on my bed hugging my legs.
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Dean  had heard all their conversation  he felt so guilty an was blaming himself he knew how much pain she was going through leaving her parents behind yet he was adding to it.