MY BEAUTIFUL STRANGER

Chapter 42

Ragini Ahmed pov

I was shattered like dead living corps we searched high and low in the building but there was never a trace of any living human being as the only body we recovered was tested an it was proven to be Deans body.

My heart died along with him I was torn apart when Arnold told me Dean had set me free and I was no longer a prize to claim.

I wish I was dead to avoid this pain.

All Dean belonging where left intact how it was not once did I allow anyone to touch them.

Underneath his books which he loves to read  I found a small key which lead to a locker.

I opened it an brought out a dairy which seem to be old dusty.

But I didn't bother  to read it I was hurting so badly my life was over for me.

" we need to go " he walked into my room an breath out silently an caught a hold of my hand and dragged me along like a dead being I followed him holding on tight to the dairy like my life depend on it.

" my child am sorry, am so sorry" I heard Mrs Rosa said to me an pulled me into a hug I couldn't say anything but I heard all she said not once did I lift a hand to hug her back or speak.

She believed that I was brain dead from shock. But I decided to shot myself away from my environment an the people around me.

Clearly I could hear all there say but in my mind all I could here was the joyful laughter I shared with Dean an how much we would fight..

Slowly Arnold pulled me into the car. I sat down idol looking an starring into space with tears only running down my cheek I had cried enough to fall sick an refuse to eat for weeks .I was as tin as ever.

What do I had to leave for when all those people I leaves for are dead. My father who was actually my uncle an Dean who was like a stranger to me at first but became someone I can't go a day without.

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" namasty" Arnold greeted folding his hand as he came out of the car leading me out slowly he walked me into the house I could see my family member all standing an waiting for me. But I dear not look at them in the eyes.

I looked away not to make eye contact especially from my mother. I know she must have heard by now.

But who could consul me better than her who could help my bleeding heart heal better than her.

" Ragini my child " she held my face in her hand which felt so warm but she was despondent to speak a word more she pulled me into a hug tightly sinking her hand into my back.

" I know you know the truth but " she pulled out of the hug held my face in her hand. gazing into mine even as I was holding on to Dean dairy tightly.

I wanted to push her away from me. This woman had sacrifice her  whole life for me. An it turns  out she is not my mother yet she loved me more than herself.

I gazed into her sad eyes which redden from pain looking at how I have become so lifeless the Ragini which she knew, who was full of joy died along side with Dean in that blast.

But how can I push her away when I love her so much no matter what people say she is my mother an no one can take that away from me.

" no matter what people say I am your mother Ragini I might not have given birth to your but I love you with all my heart " I pulled away from her taking a step back without blinking And walked away. With my white plane saree cleaning the floor. An took the stair case each step hesitating.

I could see Rashme an suhani crying in silence seeing how I have become but there was nothing no one could do to save me.

" Ragini has gone brain dead after losing Dean " I could hear Arnold explain to them but I was more than brain dead. I was shattered from the inside. My soul was killed.

Weeks had passed with me back in India but nothing has changed I was still the same old me.  I caught a glimpse of Dean diary on the dressing mirror slowly I crow to get it.

I held it in my hand an slowly opened it.

Dairy
I never believe when people say we can fall in love at first sight I might be a kid an know nothing about love. But for the first time my heart race for a girl I hardly knew she had the prettiest smile ever. With her Long dark hair.

I meet her when she was being bullied by some mean kids she looked so helpless an innocent and I had to help her she looked into my eyes with so much brightness an ran to me hugged me from behind I was so happy and never wanted her to let me go. But I felt stronger when she made me feel like I could protect her. Which I did.

She peaked me on the cheek as a sign of her gratitude.

She was a joyful soul at first encounter she named me her beautiful stranger after I carried her on my back an took her home. Safe an sound she......

Quickly I closed the diary soaking in tears with my heart about to bust from pain.

Dean was my beautiful stranger All along an yet I didn't realize it but how.

I cried all through the day because of me I lost the most important person in my life an now my life is empty.

If I had known he was my beautiful stranger I wouldn't spare a second to shower him with love.

Why did destiny bring him back to me when it will still take him away from him.

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It has been seven month after Dean death I decided to take a walking in the garden where we first meet an was recalling all I could about the little happy memory we shared at this place.

Dean would forever leave in my heart an as a part of me.

The brown leave where falling down on me like it was raining brown leave falling on my head.

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" I will make her pay " a strange voice from a dark took motioned. With a wicked smirk an rage in him.

The end
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I KNOW SOME OF YOU WOULDN'T LIKE HOW IT END BUT SOMETHING NOT ALL LOVE STORY HAVE A HAPPY ENDING BESIDE WHO KNOW RAGINI MIGHT COME BACK. THANK YOU ALL WHO LOVE MT STORY, THOSE WHO READ WITHOUT A COMMENT THANK YOU AN THOSE WHO VOTED THANK YOU.