MY BEAUTIFUL STRANGER

chapter 23: fresh start

Ragini. A. Yadav P. O. V

The gate automatically open an Fred drove into the house I was spaced out on the recent event that took place in my life an how I lost everything in just a day well not everything I still had Dean beside me
" come on" he held the door for me to get out of the car an followed him to the house

" welcome child ,am sorry about your lost " I smiled at Mrs Rosa silently an walked away to my room short the door behind me sat on my bed taking my coat off

The memory was rushing back to me like yesterday it had been a week but I was still frozen inside

My father died in my own arms an it was all my fault

" you are so stupid an nosy Ragini " I had cries so much that I couldn't cry no more but hurt deeply Rashme blamed me for our fathers death

She was right If I had stayed locked up in the room as Dean had requested non of this would have happened why me dear lord

Was my life planned to be a nightmare I still remember my father warm embrace the way he smiled at me if I had know he was going to die I wouldn't have said all I had said to him before his death

He was castigated an blown away into the river my father wanted it like that like how it was done to his mother he must be with her by now I hope she takes good care of him for me

" am so sorry father, Rashme I hope you can forgive me " I lay on my bed slightly thinking of all the event in my life I wasn't ready nor will I be able to handle anymore surprise after all that had happened to Me

A soft knock was placed on my door I lay quietly because I didn't want to see anybody much less miss Rosa

What would have happen if I had stayed in NYC an not gone back my father would still be alive by now

You are so stupid Ragini, it's all your fault, I kept blaming myself

Even when my mother said none of this was my fault at all I knew she only said that to make the guilt less for me

" Ragini" he closed door behind him an walked into the room all dressed an wearing a coat

" I know we just came back but care for a walk, the night looks great " he said calmly not commanding or rude as he always does

" sure " I nearly breath out with my voice all low an my throat hurting an crying for too long

He opened my closet brought out a coat for me to wear slowly her wore the coat for me an held me by the shoulder

" this will keep you warm " I nodded at him an he held me away what will I have done without him he was by my side making me feel like nothing had happened

He said to me so many times stop blaming yourself, it's not your fault but how could I because of me my mother is now a widow how can I leave with myself for this

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Last time we took a work out here it felt much more lively because there was no much pain like I was feeling right now

Back then I only hated Dean an my father for getting me married of but now am very thankful he did before he passed away I hard always wanted my father to be the one to give me away an now it happen the only thing I couldn't give him was a child

Then again I wonder why Dean never bothered me for a child or his parent to call an nag us for a child

" Dean, can I ask you something" I hitched looking at him an turned away as we walked he locked his hands on mine an there felt so warm