Healing || Cameron Boyce

Chapter 1

Love .
Such a solemn but sweet word .
The many different variations and vibes it gives off by people by just the sound of the four letter word .
Many people don't believe in it , they think of it as something , someone just tries to grasp onto to make them believe the relations and intercourse they are going through is okay .
Like as if , they try their hardest and absolute best to cling onto the four letter word it will become true and give them hope . Hope that this girl she likes , or this guy he likes , will feel the same drumming heart beat when they see each other , the tingles on the tip of their fingers when their hands accidentally collide , or the slight but warm clench of the heart when they stare at their significant other In adoration.

Although this thing called love can have a very good upside to it , many people find it as a downside too .

Maybe some people will miss the experience of all the things above , but when they do hear the word , they get a slight chill down their spine , and the arise of goosebumps on their skin . It might be from fear , or guilt , or the utter sign of humiliation. Nonetheless different emotions arise in different people when the thought of love comes to mind .

But how do you feel about love if you've never experienced it. It's an alien feeling .
Something you've only witnessed in movies , or heard about from friends and relatives ? How can you express something that's wasn't given to you ?
How can you give out an emotion you've never felt before ?
Can you believe in something you've never felt , will it just magically appear to you or come natural ?
But most of all how can you love someone , if you don't even love yourself?