Tords pov
I barely got out of this room only few times to get rid of trash and I always see them but whenever they're walking my way I just turn around and walk the opposite way. How do you really know if they care about me? It's been like 6 9 weeks how long have I been up? I don't know I just remember being tired but not being able to sleep I just spent all my time trying to forget and just move on. It's over isn't? Why can't I move on..
I was sitting on the couch looking at my ceiling I told Paul that I have something important to do. I took my guitar and went outside my room what surprised me was no one was there but I felt like something was watching me I went up to the roof and put my black hood over my head it was cloudy and kinda rainy and sang
"The clock stopped ticking forever ago how long have I been up. I don't know
Why can't I see, why can't I see all these colours that you all see,
I haven't been myself lately, and I don't blame you for not wanting to stay
Saying things that I don't mean, not meaning what I say
What am I supposed to say when I end up driving everyone away?"
And I began to break into tears but I continued with my song
"A-and Y-y-you'll just say I don't belong here,
I prayed t-that I'll disappear but I don't h-hear any sound,
Just e-erase me, from your mind I'll just be a memory,
And I'll be, broken hearted like how it should b-be
I'm the m-monster now, rip me to s-shred and tear me out
Without a regret. I'll fade away into the, crowd.
Battle ready for combat t-tears stream down my face,
You say I'm h-holding you back, and with time I'll be replaced..."
After I finished I broke down before taking the knife out of my pocket and smiled while cutting my wrist. It began to rain hard and blood was everywhere even on my black hoodie when I felt a hand on my wrist I turned around to see Tom Edd and Matt I smiled hardly saying
"I die and you'll be happy!! It's fun to cut myself! Hahahaahahaa right?!"
They had guilt in their face before blacking out.
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