Trying (Eddsworld COMPLETED)

Part 23 you care?..

Tords pov

I woke up why?.. I was in hospital bed it was blurry I looked at my hand
"I'm alive? How.. Why?..."
I regained vision and saw Tom, Matt, and Edd my eye widen I didn't know what to say I couldn't speak i sat up but I griped my chest It hurts I layed back down then they started to walk up to me.

Freak... I'm dead

They don't love me. I have to run. I have to go back to the base I'll have to change and change my name I'll have to-

no Edd hugged me tightly he was crying
"Don't ever do that again.."
I was speechless...
"Please. Promise me you'll never do that again. Please.."
I inhaled
"I.. I promise."
Giving a weak smile Tom looked angry he was angry at me wasn't he..
Weeks later
3rd person pov
It started all over again Tom and Tord started to fight again then Tom punched and hit Tord multiple times Tord looked horrible Tom wouldn't even look at Tord They barely came out their rooms Edd and Matt were worried.. It felt like it all over again fights.
Edds pov
I heard knocked on The door and I said
"Come in."
It opened it he.. He looked terrible he had big bruises and he had bags under his eyes I could tell he wasn't okay just by looking at him
"Tord what happened?"
"I.. Can I talk to you?. About Tom."
"Umm he's -"
"Please I need someone."
I silently nodded and we sat down
Tords pov
I inhaled nervously it's been a whole month since me and Tom started fighting. I. I just need to say the truth.
"Ok umm.. Ever since we came back and me and Tom started to.. Fight again and he punched me a lot he looked like he didn't care but one time I saw something in his 'eye'... Then I noticed he wouldn't even look at me. I now remember just feeling weak alone and just nothing at all.. I.. I just want me and Tom to get along and become friends but Everytime I try to start a conversation or try to get along I end up screwing it up and we fight!... I just want me and him to be friends.."
I was now blinking away tears then I looked at Edd he looked. Concerned?.
Then
"I hurt you."
I turned around and saw Tom I just stared into his 'eyes'
I couldn't form words I couldn't move I turn hid myself by puting my hood on I then got up and made a run for it to the roof and there was a little plant I went to it and stared at it then I looked to my right and saw Tom
"You. Heh.. Go ahead laugh at me I won't judge you."
"..."
"Laugh dammit! I'm nothing I should died!"
"Tord.. I know how you feel-"
"No you don't!" I tried to punch him but he blocked it grabbing my hand
"No I understand now. I know who I care for and that person is."
"I don't wanna hear it!!"
I tried kicking him and we fell on the floor rolling on top of eachother of my attempts to punch on I then got on top of him and clenched my fist ready to punch him when I saw the words on the plant saying
Tord and Tom friends forever
I stared at it then Tom said
"Remember.."
Flaaaaashbaaaaacckk
Me and Tom were puting a plant on the roof for it get light it then wasn't raining that much anymore Tom then wrote it
End of flashback
"That's why you came here Tord, right?"
I then started to cry and tears were going on Tom
"I just wanted to be friends, I wanted to be happy with my friends, even you.."
I started to cry and sob more
"But. But its to late now I screwed up."
"No you didn't Tord it was me"
He sat up
"It's my fault I'm sorry I hurt you"
I sat up then. No why now. It. Fell. Out. Of. My. Pocket. Why.
Tom grabbed the tiny sharp thing it had a little bit of blood on it he looked at me
"Roll up your sleeves!"
I did and said
"Happy now?"
I quickly covered it I looked bad enough already I grabbed it away from Tom and threw it off the roof I then looked down and mumbled
"If our friendship is tragedy why do you care.."
I hoped he didn't hear
He then hugged me
"I'm so sorry it won't be tragedy anymore"
Stupid Tord. I weakly smiled
Months later
It's been a long time I confronted my dad about this and he let me go he.. He killed himself with a note saying sorry and he said he loved me I was broken i lost my mother now my father. He was the only family I had left. Tom comforted me and so did Edd and Matt over a while I started to wear a flower crown that's dark red my father weared when he was a teen and my mothers gold watch then started to smile and care more almost like a child
Pain
Loved..
Nothing
Cared for..
Monster..
Happy..
Now I never be sad I'm always happy I
Won't let the voice control me
I will not make the same mistakes I made in the past..
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery.
I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far.
I'll play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
I am afraid still..
I cannot cry because I know that's weakness in their eyes
I've heard Tom cry every night in his sleep.
I helped him get over it I knew I had to I didn't want him to be like I was before with time he got over it and began to be happy I was gald..
Now..
This. This is just starting for me..

//now this is the last part of the book I'm so glad you read this and found it interesting and I'm glad I made you all happy with dis book if Tord died the. Everyone would be like all mad and sad so no Tord dead XD//