Janoskians imagines

She's different- Jai Brooks imagine

She’s beautiful. Her long brown hair and ocean blue eyes. Her smile can brighten my day. She looked so familiar. She stood there shy staring at us as if she was dead. I mean I guess that would be me in that position if I was standing in front of my idols. I took a deep breathe and started walking towards this girl. 

“Hey sweetie, what’s your name?” I asked. her face turned red as she tried to look down and hide it but it was too late. She attacked me into a huge hug burying her face into my neck. She smelt so nice.

“Remember me?” She whispered. What was she talking about? “Your confused. Let me help you. My name is Jade and we are twitter best friends.” I froze. There was no way that was her. The girl I’ve falling in love with over twitter. She made me feel like me, I didn’t have to care about anything because she would cheer me up. I said we would meet up one day. And here she is right in front of me. 

“Jade? Omg how are you?” I hugged her back even more. Finally letting go. I must have had the biggest smile on my face right now.

“Hey Jai I’m great, and yourself?” 

“I’m great! I can’t believe your actually here.” Standing there still shocked. Laughing she nodded her head while looking around as people were waiting to meet me. 

“Listen Uhm I’ll meet you outside at the end. Because There’s other people wanting to meet you and I don’t want them to wait anymore longer. I know how it feels.” Nodding my head I watched her walk away and chat with the other boys.

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Time flies when your excited I guess. It only felt like half an hour ago that I was last speaking to her. The cold air was hitting of my exposed skin as my teeth were chittering together. I’ve been waiting here for about 10 minutes, I just can’t wait to see her face again. 

“Hey. Your actually here.” A angelic voice spoke. I turned around and was greeted by the beautiful smell again. 

“Of course I’m here. What do you want to talk about?” 

“I came here to tell you something. I didn’t want to say it over twitter but I… I’m dying Jai.” What? She can’t be. This is a joke. 

“Please tell me your lying.” 

“I’m not. I’m so sorry Jai.” Tears where no falling from her beautiful blue eyes.

“Please don’t cry. It will be okay. I’ll be here with you, I will never leave you. I don’t want to leave you. You can stay here with me, with all of us.” Smiling she nodded her head as I led her into the black van which was taking us to the hotel.

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Dear diary, 

Months has passed and Jade is getting worse. Her skin Is paler and she is more weaker. She can’t die. She can’t. She is going to die any day and I don’t think I can take it. My heart breaks every time I see her but I have to smile for her because I don’t want her to see how broken I am. After spending all this time with her I have fallen for her more which is getting harder for me to let her go. But I guess heaven will gain a beautiful angel. My angel. 

Until next time, Jai

I placed my diary under my bed as I slowly walked towards my mirror. Looking into the reflection, it wasn’t me. I looked more different. I can’t eat knowing the girl I love is going to die. And I won’t ever see her face again.

“Ja-Jai?” Jade called out as she coughed multiple times. I quickly walked into her room seeing her so fragile. So vulnerable. Caressing her hair I kissed the top of her head taking in every moment in as it may be my last with her. 

“Jai it h-hurts” 

“What hurts baby? What hurts?” Jade had asked me to call her baby because she likes that word coming from me.

“Everything Jai.” Jade took in a deep breathe and exhaled it. “Jai I-incase I die I want to say this. I-I love you, so much. I never wanted this. I wanted to grow old with you and have kids. But I can’t and it hurts. Jai I want you to not think about me when I’m gone. I want you to live a normal life as if you had never met me. I know it may be hard but I don’t want to watch you grieving every moment o-of your life. P-promi-ise me J-Jai. You w-will love someone else like I-I love you.” I couldn’t help but break down. I can’t love someone else. I can only love her. 

“No. I love you Jade. I can never love someone else. You are mine. You will always be here with me. I don’t care if I die alone. I will always perish the moments I have with you. I will always carry them with me and smile because I had met you. I’m going to miss you so so much Jade” looking down Jades eyes were closed as her face was looking ever so peaceful. “Jade?” I shook her but she never moved. No this can’t be happening. “JADE?” I shouted. Beau ran into the room looking worried and stopped as he saw what as in front of him. His face changed to sorrow and pain showed in his eyes. 

“Jai is… Is she dead?” Beau asked. I nodded my head i hate hearing those words that came out of his mouth. Beau engulfed me into a hug trying to calm me down. 

“Shh it will be okay Jai.” 

“I’m going to miss her so much Beau. I love her with all my heart. ” 

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Dear diary,

It has been 1 year since Jade has been gone. And it’s been the worst year ever. Nothing is ever the same. Janoskians is never the same without her, the fans even miss her as much as I do. She was loved by everyone. I will see you soon Jade. I love and miss you so much baby girl.”