You tugged the bottom of your long sleeved t-shirt down watching the boys perform. It puts a smile on your face knowing that they can come to the concert in a mood then finish off happy. Unlike you- you wished that could be you. No body noticed how sad you were, thanks to this fake smile you use everyday of your life.
"Y/n!" Turning around you seen a waving Daniel looking as happy as can be. "Come over " You walked over and sat on his knee as he hugged you from the back. " I got you something." Daniel whispered in your ear while grabbing something from his pocket. "Here, turn around." Doing as so, you sat with both legs on either side of him, seeing a beautiful diamond bracelet.
"It's- it's beautiful Daniel! Thank you." You smiled at him; a real smile.
"Let me put it on you." Daniel took your arm but you yanked it back. " what's wrong?"
"N-nothing"
"Why did you not let me put it on?"
"N-never mind. Sorry, you can now." Knowing what Daniel was going to see you felt your heart break. He slowly took your arm and rolled your sleeve up a bit making you flinch. Trying his best to put it on he squeezed your arm in frustration, you made a small scream sound as he squeezed one of your new cuts. Daniels eyes widened as he rolled up your sleeve a little more then pulling it back down before dragging you into another room.
"Why?" He pointed to your exposed arm. You stood there not knowing what to say. "Answer me!"
"I-I... Daniel please." You said trying not to cry.
"Why didn't you tell me? Why y/n? You looked so happy-"
"You never realised. Daniel you never realised how much I don't want to be here. I hate myself and my reflection in the mirror! I've turned out be a girl I never knew I would have. I guess it's right, the girl who seems unbreakable- broke " Breaking down into tears, Daniel grabbed you into a hug whispering soothing things into your ear. "I-I'm fat and ugly no matter how hard I try I will always be me-"
"No you aren't! God damn why do you listen to people or your mind? You are perfect the way you are and don't you ever change ok y/n? These marks signal that you are a warrior, you are my warrior. I love you so much baby please stop."
"I can't just stop-"
"I know baby but I we will help you-"
"I don't want anyone to know Daniel! No one." You stated, stepping back.
"We'll I will help you, no matter what it takes. I will make you happy because I love you and I always will." Smiling you hugged him again taking in this moment. "Please don't change ever."
"Okay, I love you Daniel. So much."
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To anyone who does selfharm, Everything will get better- if not it isn't the end yet! Please never give up. Your all beautiful, everyone is and I love you all x
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