"In a perfect world, you could fuck people without giving them a piece of your heart. And every glittering kiss and every touch of flesh is another shard of heart you’ll never see again." - Neil Gaiman
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I responded to his kisses, to his touch. He went on top of me. Grinding. Feeling his groin getting hard for me. And really, it's getting hot in here.
Nang maubusan kami ng hangin, I pushed him away. "This is not what I wanted to happen, Kurt. I just wanted you to answer my damn question." may diin sa bawat salita ko.
"Well, it's you Cass. I meant you."
I laughed at the thought.
"Wow naman Kurt. Agad-agad?" tumango naman siya agad.
Seriously?! WTF is wrong with him. Ayaw niya makipagbalikan kay Ayesha bcos of me?! Huh! Funny. Really really funny!
Nung mapansin niyang hindi na ako kumibo, he kissed me again. Hard. Full of needs. Full of lust. I kissed him back. He took my shirt off and then my bra freeing my breast. He immediately suck one of my nipples while playing and circling the other one.
"Ahh. Sht!" I moaned. I felt his hands going south and then I stopped him.
He hugged me. I felt his heartbeat. Man, it's fast.
"Why?" he asked me catching his breath.
"Si Ayesha, kaibigan ko siya. I feel guilty doing this with you. I feel like I'm betraying her."
"It is not, Cass. Hindi naman na kami para maguilty ka. She doesn't even have the right."
"Kahit na." sabi ko.
He did not react. He just hugged me, still on top of me. I hugged him back. Minutes after, I pushed him away, cupped his face and kissed him again.
He has a point. Wala naman nang karapatan si Ayesha na magalit eh kasi hindi na sila. Matagal na silang wala. Tsaka, hindi ko na rin kayang itigil pa ito. I am so fucking turned on right now that all I can think is him inside me.
He unbutton my pants and took it off of me. He again kissed my breasts and moved south. I know what he wanted to do. I am so wet down there. I feel him circling my clit. Damn, it felt good. He inserted one finger and then another finger and finger fuck me hard. "Ahh Ku--urt. Oh shit. Ahh." He withdraw his fingers. Then I feel his tongue and lapped my wet mound, I threw my head backwards and moan like there's no tomorrow. This is too much! Watda!
I can feel myself convulsing. One more suck and I came on his mouth and he lick it clean. That was one hella orgasm.
Haven't yet recovered from my earth shattering climax, when he pulled me and inserted his shaft on my wet core. He thrust hard, harder and then deeper. "Ahh Kurt.." Di ko na alam kung saan ibabaling ang ulo ko sa sobrang sarap na nalalasap ko. Di na rin natatapos ang mga ungol ko.
I feel him pulsate in between my thighs. I can also feel myself building up again. He thrust harder and harder this time.
"I'm.. Ahhh.. I'm coming Kurt."
"Give it to me, Cass."
One more thrust and we climaxed together.
