cheater. lrh

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the fact that this isn't edited makes it worse then it already is
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"You say you love the rain, but you use an umbrella to hide from it. you say you love the sun but seek shelter when it's shining. you love the wind but when it comes out you close your windows. So thats why im scared when you say i love you."

"great job, now can you tell us who this poem is by and why you picked it" she turned around facing us "this poem is by bob marley and i guess i chose it because of what it stands for... or the meaning like .. um i honestly do not know"

"that's fine you did great, anyone else want to share ?" "how about you miss hayes"

i stood up and walked towards the class "well this is one of the many i've written myself but it's one of the ones i'm most proud of" mr blackwell nodded telling me to continue

"i loved you. I stayed up on school nights texting you, i'd daydream about you as the clock tick hummed in my ear. Id write my first name with your last name in various cursives trying to figure out what my signature would look like. I fell in love with you and you promised that you had fell in love with me to. But your promises were just lies and that's the one thing you were really good at. As the days got shorter and the nights got longer i started to realize that you didn't remember the way my lips felt on yours or the way my brown eyes sparkled like no other or the fact that you couldn't even pick me up out of line up just by hearing my voice. you did not love me. I was just to foolish to realize, but by the time i did it was too late you had ripped down my walls and tore my heart into little itty bitty shreds like it was a sticky note you were discarding into a bin. You didn't want me, you just wanted a toy and to you i was the shiny new barbie doll you got on christmas morning, you didn't love me. I repeat you didn't love me. And i'm finally starting to realize it."

"Well done carter, i'm impressed i knew you were a good writer but you put so much emotion and passion into that was just amazing"

"thank you" i smiled smally walking back towards my seat seeing luke look a little weird

"hey babe? You okay" he shook his head and looked at me "i-i didn't know you felt that way, that's all."

"felt what way? It was just a poem." "yeah, just a poem. That you wrote and put so much emotion and passion into." he said putting air quotations up mocking mr.blackwell.

"luke babes i promise it was noth-" "yeah. okay, can you just stop talking i'm trying to pay attention." i scoffed and rolled my eyes "as if"

I shook my head and turned back around facing the front board. Getting bored i raised my hand "mr can i use the restroom" he nodes and turns back around u grab my backpack and start to walk out "i don't know why i'm with you" i said silently walking past luke and closing the classroom door silently making my way down the empty corridor texting alena

to "besss fwen"

hey I'm coming to your house early. be there soon

from "besss fwen"

okay I stayed home today so i'll be waiting

to "besss fwen"

okay

arriving home i pack a bag and grab my dad's car keys leaving a note for emma along with forty dollars for food "I'm going to alena's house, i won't be back till Monday after school so go to sleep on time and don't miss school i love you" i put it in her room closing the door quietly

closing the garage door i back out of the driveway and head south towards my best friends house i plug my phone into the aux clicking shuffle.

I smile as my favorite good charlotte comes on, this song was when i first kissed luke. i was hanging out with ashton after school in the library when when luke came to ask ashton about band practice.

*cool flashback shit*

"Hey ash are you coming to band practice today, we're just going to chill for a bit then go to kimberlys back to school party ?"

"Yeah sure" ashton turned to me and took his earbud out "i have to go but i'll see you and alena at the party?" he looked hopeful a little too hopeful so i nodded and he got up and headed off with the tall blonde "yeah, yeah text me" i yelled back and started my journey home

that's how i landed myself slightly tipsy sat on a couch between a drunken luke and some random dude.

"Can you please stop touching me." i snatched away from him snatching my wrist from his grasp standing up before i felt a pair of arms wrap around my waist

"it's Luke, i'm just going to bring you upstairs" he guided me through the large crowds of people dancing- more like grinding as we made it up the stairs we found an empty room and he closed and locked the door "so carter" he said bring me over to the messy bed.

"Yes ?"

"Can you play an instrument ?"

"i play piano and guitar." i answered, he nodded and turned laying flat on his back

"do you like ash ?" he asked, i layed down too staring at the ceiling

"as a friend." i say "but nothing more i like someone else"

he glanced at me then back at the ceiling repeating this process at least three times before asking me

"who do you like ?"

"Someone." i said fast a little too fast at that because he laughed and turned on his side facing me. I glanced at him seeing his bright blue eyes stare at me

"who is this som-" luke got cut off as my phone began to blast "like its her birthday" i apologized before grabbing my phone out of my hoodie pocket sighing at the contact name i answer it

"Yes." i sighed "okay. okay, i'm on my way don't do anything stupid Alena"

i hung up the phone glancing at luke "le is trying to fight someone downstairs i have to go" i sat up from the bed but before i could stand luke grabbed my hand

"wait. Who do you like ?" i looked at him flipping my eyes back and forth between the door and him trying to make up my mind.

I kissed him, me Carter Abigail Hayes kissed the Luke Hemmings.

surprisingly he kissed me back.

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SHOOKTH

well i updated, finally. im kinda sorry but i was just being lazy.

anywho like and comment and that jazz

and i will try to update by Friday but im probably lying

oof

-Keira 🌙