Impossible Love (Jemi Story)

Chapter 3

Joe's POV

Asking for help, it was the best thing I did. I don't regret anything from last night. I'm excited to be back to a healthy life and I want that so bad! I also decided I wanted to start making music again. Music is my life and it's something that makes me really happy. Demi was a great help and I can't believe she's on my side, helping me. She's really the best and an example for me to try to be happy once again. Last night, when we hugged it felt so good. I felt save in her  arms. She's so special and I can't let her go this time. Not again!! I travelled from Dallas to LA during the night and when I arrived at home, Blanda wasn't there. To be honest, I don't care anymore about her. She's always trying to put me down and what kind of girlfriend does that. Fuck her.

I woke up this morning at 10 o'clock and Blanda wasn't at home yet. I went to the kitchen and decided to put away every single bottle of alcohol I had in home and other bad stuff... I was eating breakfast, cereals. While I was watching TV I heard someone opening the front door. It was Blanda.

"Hey. Where were you?" I asked. Not caring to much, but...

"Why do you care? Weren't you having too much fun to even remember me?"

"What are you talking about?! You were the one who left. In fact, why did you leave?"

"You wanna really know the reason why I left?" 

"Yes, I do!" What could it be?

"I think you were to busy with your friend Demi and forgot that I was there!!"

"What?! I just talked with her once. When we arrived, before the soundcheck" I was lying but she doesn't  know that. She wasn't even there. I want to keep this as a secret. "Blanda, I don't understand why you're acting like that. I didn't ignore you" I really did not

"Yes, you did! Last night all you wanted was to be with Demi. Can I know why?" What should I say? I don't want her to know I asked for help.

"Nothing special... I just wanted to know if she was fine" I lied.

"Well, I can see you care a lot about her" 

"Yes, of course I do! She's my best friend" She really is!

"I thought I was you're best friend!"

"Blanda, are you jealous of Demi?"

"Of course not, I just wanted you to care more about me!!" She yelled. What? How does she want me to care about her when she never seems to care about me?!

"You want me to care about you? Well, I am sorry because I can't and you know why? In two years you never cared about me, about how I was, my feelings, anything!! So, the only thing I have to say to you is... I don't fucking care about you anymore!!" Tears started rolling down her face. I was too hungry to cry. I crabbed my keys and left. I can't be in this home anymore. I didn't know where to go so I decided to go to Nick's house. 

"Hey dude. What's up?" Nick asked as we entered in his kitchen.

"Blanda and I had a fight and I left"

"Why did you guys fight?"

"Demi Lovato was the main reason..." 

"What? But why? What happenned?

"I think she's jealous of Demi and I don't even know why. I've told her a million times that she's the one I love!! It seems she doesn't believe in what I say"

"Well, that sucks bro. I hope you and her can work things out soon" I sighed.

"Let's see" I said. "I want to ask you for a favor. Can you please let me stay here for tonight?"