Impossible Love (Jemi Story)

Chapter 9

Joe's POV

"It's not funny. She almost ripped my clothes off" She was laughing her ass off and so was I. She's adorable. We were having some great time at Taco Bell. There were so many people looking at us but fuck them. 

"Sorry but I can't stop laughing" I was telling her how this women went completely crazy when she saw me this morning. She was probably a crazy Jonas Brothers fan. She gave me the brightest smile. I don't know but.. she makes me feel so happy and alive when I'm around her. I never felt this way about Demi. Something is changing, I can feel it. We continued talking about random things, when it hit me that I haven't take her to my new apartment yet. 

"I haven't show you my new place"

"That's true. When am I being invinted?" She joked.

"Right now"

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Demi's POV

"I'm in love, Joe. Your house looks amazing, so comfortable." I'm impressed, never thought Joe had this amazing decor taste.

"Thanks. Do you want something to drink?" We were now walking to seat down on the couch. 

"No, thanks. I'm fine" I said. Has he talked to Blanda ever since they broke up? Perhaps, they are still in touch with each other trying to work things out.

"How's things with Blanda?" I asked.

"We haven't keep in touch ever since I left" He looked down and then at me. "And to be completely honest with you, I hope I never see her again."

"You're better off without her" I said. He is. She was a bitch to him. I never liked her, never! 

"I definitely am" He smiled to me. He was so cute, Jesus! He's more than cute, he's adorable, kind, handsome, so fucking hot. Demi stop! What are you think about! "I don't feel anything for her anymore. At some point, I hated her so much. Like I almost wanted to hurt her for what she did to me but than I realized she's not worth of that. So, I just moved on." I smiled. I got closer and hugged him. He's so strong. God, I want to stay in his arms forever.

"I'm so proud of you. You're going to find someone that it's going to love the shit out of you for what you are and you're going to find the luckiest girl in the world. She's going to have by her side one of the most incredible person I know." I hugged him thigh. I don't know why but I hate the thought of him with someone else.  I let go of him and looked deeper in his eyes. 

"I guess... I'm not that far anymore" He said. I kinda felt sparks and butterflies inside me telling me that I should lead in. Then I realized he was actually leading in and I don't know what's happing but whatever it is I don't want to stop it. I found myself leading in too. I could feel his breath on my face. My heart was beating so fast like it never did before. Suddenly, I felt his lips on mine and I never felt more alive. His lips tasted so good. About 10 seconds later, I came down from the clouds and realized how wrong this was. I can't believe I let him kiss me and I kissed back. I pulled away quickly.

"Oh my! Joe, we shouldn't have done this. This is so wrong" I got up and started panic. 

"It's not wrong Demi. This feels right" He reached out my arm. I pushed him away very fast.

"No!" I yelled. "Are you out of your mind! We shouldn't have done this. Oh my god, this was a big mistake" I'm losing myself again. 

"You're saying that because you're with my brother, aren't you?" He came closer to me and I stepped back.

"What?" I furrowed my eyes. Is he crazy?

"I knew it. I knew you two were together. You guys are not the best hiding things" He yelled.

"This has nothing to do with Nick!" I yelled back. I felt tears starting to fell down.

"Than what's about?" 

"It's about you! You should have never kissed me! Who gave you the fucking right?"

"Sorry to disappoint you but you kissed back too. I guess that means you wanted this just as much as I did" No, I don't! I hate him. He fucking destroyed me a few years ago.

"You know what. Fuck you!" With that said I felt his apartment and completely broke down crying. This couldn't have happened. It took me so much to recover from so many crap. Especially Joe. I hate myself for kissing him back!

3 days later.

Joe has come here 7 times, I counted myself. For some kind of reason, I couldn't be mad at him anymore. He was right I wanted that kiss to happen as much as he did. The only thing that upsets me it's the fact that he thinks Nick and I are together. Anyway... I really need to talk to him about it because I don't want this to destroy our friendship. I decided to go over his apartment. It took him 5 minutes to open the door. He surely was surprised to see me standing in front of his door. He looked like a mess.

"Hi..." I said shyly. 

"Hey. I thought I would never seen you again" He smiled not too much but enough to see that he was happy.

"Can I come in?" I asked. 

"Sure, come in" I walked into his house and went to the living room. I sat down on the couch and memories were coming back. Not only memories but also feelings, I wanted to feel those sparks and butterflies again. 

"Joe, we need to talk about what happened. You-- " I started but he cut me off.

"I know Demi. I'm sorry. It was a mistake. I shouldn't have kissed you" He looked down. "I don't know what got into me. The only explanation I can find it's probably that I've been very vulnerable and I started to feel comfort and missing being in someone's arms, so I just kissed you and I'm so deeply sorry. I don't want this to ruin our friendship because I couldn't handle not having you in my life again. I lost you once and I don't want to lose you again." He looked at me and tears started to fall.

"Joe" I grabbed his hand and he looked surprised. "You're not going to lose me ever again. I'll be forever with you. That kiss is not going to destroy what we have build again. It was just a mixed of emotions and it meant nothing. You're one of my best friends. I love you" I hugged him tight. 

A/N: Hello!! It's been a year since I last updated this story! I'm sorry if anyone was interested in reading it but at some point I felt that this story wasn't that good for me to continue writing it. I wasn't feeling it but now I decided to continue writing it and I hope you want to continue reading it. Also I have another/new story called 'You're Beautiful' that has been updated frequently, if you haven't check it out yet feel free to do it. I'm sorry, once again. Hope you like this chapter! Leave your opinion and comments. Thanks for reading! Love xx