Please save me

part 3 (parents and teachers)

(Wednesday)

Today I have to tell my parents about my talk with Mr.Montgomery. They won't be happy.

I walked to my mother "mom?"

"What's wrong " she looked at me with disgust.

"My teacher wants to talk to you about me skipping school" She sighed."

"Tell him I'll come after school"

"Okay" I say walking to school. First we have pe. I guess I'll have to take part. In the changing room I put on a black leggings, a long sleeved shirt.

Dodgeball.I hate playing it. Everyone always throws a ball at my face.

(In the next lesson: biology)

Today I only got a bleeding nose. Thanks to Seth. He I s good at sports. Even though he is an Emo like me everyone likes him. The World is unfair.

We've got Biology with Mr.Montgomery so I could tell him my mother would meet him today.

This is so not going to be fun. I have to be there too.

(After classes)

"Ms. Stone" He spoke to my mother. "Your daughter has been caught skipping school several times and she's never doing her homework. Even though she is smart it can't go on like this" He spoke

"I'm very sorry for the inconvenience my daughter has caused you. I will do everything so that she doesn't make problems again" My mother apologized.

"I hope so. If this goes on we have to expell her" He said throwing hateful glances at me.

The whole ride home was quiet
Nobody talked. I just watched the trees and houses disappearing behind me.

Right after the door to our house was closed my mother slapped me in the face

"The next time you humiliate me like that you're going to die" She pierced me with her icecold blue eyes.

"I'm sorry. It won't happen again" i apologized looking down in fear of my mother.

This is definitely going to leave a mark tomorrow.

I cried walking to the bathroom. I can't stand this. What did I do to deserve this. I have to do this.

I grabbed a small box with blades. Most of them were covered in dry blood and weren't sharp anymore. I took a new one and placed it on my wrist. I breathed slowly putting pressure on the blade. A drop blood was forming. I slid it across my skin

"I'm sorry" I cried making more cuts. After a while I lost strength to make more cuts. I washed the dry blood from my arm and wrapping a bandage around the wounds which hurt.. i walked back to my room crying myself to sleep.

But I woke up a few hours later. Only midnight.

I remembered what happened before I fell asleep..

I'm so tired of being here. I'm tired of being alive. No time can heal these wounds. Too many far too deep wounds.

I stayed awake until I had to get up for school. Friday. Soon It's finally weekend.

(In last class(english))

It was boring until A knock was heard on the door and Mrs. Smith told them to come in.

"Can I borrow Claire Stone for a few minutes" Mr.Montgomery asked.

"Yes" she gestured me to go out. Of course Jenas gang was already talking. They giggled as I went out following our teacher.

I stood there nervour while I couldn't even look him in the eyes. He let out a heavy sigh.

"What's wrong with you"

"What do you mean?" I said shaking in fear

"Why can't you just be like the others. Even Seth has more friends than you. You're so troublesome. Can't you just befriend someone." He looked down at me with hate and disgust

"I'm sorry but may I go back now" I asked already turning away.

"Yes" he said walking away and I walked back into class

"Sorry"I mumbled to they teacher and sat on my place next to Seth again.

"What did he want" he asked curious.

"Don't talk to me" I sighed trying to pay attention to me.

The rest of the lesson was rather uneventful. That was a good thing. And it's finally Weekend.

I wanted to slip out of the room when Seth grabbed my arm which is covered in cuts. I groaned because of the pain and flinched.

"Sorry" he apologized

"No. I'm sorry" I began to walk again

"Wait. What did he want from you"

"Why would you care" I hissed at him "Please. Just leave me alone or-" I cut off when I saw Jena walking towards us so I quickly ran off trying to avoid her