Her Racing Heart (Part 1)

10.

'But Meera this time I can't leave you' these words kept ringing in her ears.

It's not like she is afraid of him, she is afraid of herself, her past that connects them. She doesn't know what the hell he wants from her now? Whenever his face comes to her mind it reminding the things that she wanted to forget.
'God please show some mercy on me and please take me from this hell,' she thought to see the pouring rain, the time is 9.30pm in the night. The darkness and chillness were the only companions for today. Nowadays darkness is more comfortable for her, it hides everything in her life... Everything.

But once she was so bright, bright as the sun. She was very happy and enjoyed living her tough life.

Life is not easy for everyone, each of us having trouble and have to struggle a lot to survive in this world. But for her, it's really tough.

Seeing this rain she reminded her first meeting with Vikranth. She still remembers the date it was on her mom's birthday December 15 and she was almost 21 at that time.

Morning Meera and her mom went to the nearby temple and she was in her semester holidays. That time Meera was studying BSc social work in a famous college in their town. Though she got a great marks in twelfth public examination but she chose this course because from the childhood itself she love to help others and the main quality that she had is she can't say no to anyone and she can't deny if someone asked her a help.

Sometimes she will think about why she is like this, but that quality came through her mom, she's more kind and lovely person that Meera have ever seen in the world. Her mom was her one and the only person that Meera had. She also struggled a lot after her father left her mom. He cheated on her and married another woman when she was seven years.

Till now Meera doesn't know where he is and what he's doing and she totally forget about how he looks and she also don't want to see him till the end of her life, she wish that at least god should grant her that wish.

After finishing her prayers, they sat silently and her mom looked so nice in her saree.

"Meera, are you going to your part-time job today?" she asked.

"Yes ma", she said and at that time Meera worked in a shopping complex. It was not a tough job she enjoyed working there, to meet the needs of two people Meera also started working in the part-time jobs and she can't just sit and see when her mom was struggling to raise her. Meera was intelligent and she managed both her studies and work very well.

"Meera do you know what I prayed," her Mom asked.

"What?"

"I prayed that you should get a good husband in your future, I want you to have a good and happy life Meera," she said.

Hearing that Meera smiled,
every mother wishes for her children to have a great life especially her mom will always pray for her future life to be happy with her husband. That time Meera thought who's the one for het and how he will look like. But she never thought that she will see him on that same day.

When Meera saw Vikranth for the first time, he was looking at her already. In her life she never saw a man this handsome, he exactly looked like her favourite hero, her heart just skipped a beat. But she turned her gaze to the other side when his eyes kept starting at her.
She doesn't know what that feeling is, something that she never felt before. In her life that was the first time, she had that sensation of butterflies fluttering in her stomach. And that moment she realized that she is also a girl who has feelings.

He looked so rich and handsome. Meera sighed after crossing him and her friend asked her to arrange that row. When she was doing that he came and stood beside Meera, I felt like he was constantly looking at her, so she gazed at him grabbing all her courage. But he immediately turned his gaze to the other side and she felt so uncomfortable with his presence so she moved.