Her Racing Heart (Part 1)

19.

"Please....stop.... I...don't... Want...." Meera tried to get away from his grip.

"Stop it!! You stupid," he aggressively replied and started removing her pants.

She struggled and her tears welled in her eyes. She didn't expect this side of Vikranth. Is he really in love with me?? Am I a fool to trust someone like him, is this what his real face, she thought and tried her best level to take his hands on her.

And At last, she pushed him and got up. She adjusted my dress and looked at him with teary eyes. He glared at her and there's a total change in his face.

"Vikran...." Before she could start,

"What?? Are you playing with me, acting like you are in love with me but making hard to reach you right!! Am I a joke for you," he roared like she did a mistake but now she's really angry at him. She finds his words were too absurd and selfish.

"Is this called love?? You are trying to have sex with me without my consent, don't you think it's wrong", she asked not showing her anger as she wants to explain it to him instead of fighting in the start.

"Without your consent?? we already did right!! Why you're acting like so good and pure?" Hearing his words she had tears in her eyes.

"What? Do you think that I will give myself whenever you wanted, see I am still regretting about that night and also we are not married to have this kind of thing whenever we want," Meera said and looked him confusingly because right now he's acting so differently.

"Vikranth whether you're really in love with me? We are in a relationship for just fourth months.

But in this, I noticed only one thing that you wanted me more physically than my love. And I feel so stupid and you need to understand this isn't right"

"Don't talk too much, you don't have that status to advise me like that!!" He said pointing his fingers.

She's even more shocked and tears rolled down to her cheeks seeing what his actual character is and she felt disgusting about herself for loving this guy who wanted nothing than her body.

"Status?? Where that status went when you asked me to be your girlfriend, where that status went when you touched me. Right now you tried to rape me right!! What happened to that status," I roared in anger.

"Stop it!! Don't raise your voice. Yeah, I am not in love with you and used you for my physical needs that's all. But I wanted you as mine because I pitied you, but don't worry that's not going to happen, I don't want you anymore because you're talking too much....."

She died hearing his words. How can he play in my life? So he thought me that I am a fool who can easily do anything in the name of love. The words he said and the bond we shared were just an act!! Oh god, I am a big fool.

"So this what your character, for all these days you deceived me, Why you played in my life??

"What I did to you?? If you wanted a physical pleasure there are many ways you can get that, why me? Why you ruined everything?" She asked him grabbing his collar and she couldn't stop her tears.

He pushed her hands from his collar didn't care much about her questions, "Now you know the truth right!! Leave me alone and get out of my house," he said without looking at her face.

Standing in front of him made Meera think like she's the worst and disgusting creature in the world.

"So that's all right!! I also don't want you anymore and don't come in front of me again", she said and walked out of his house.

She cried while going home, the people around her were looking at her but still, she can't control her tears. The inner pain is killing her. She still can't understand is that really him. Am I in an illusion god...