I'm His Secret. (Zarry/Ziam) (Undergoing Intense editing)(complete)

Ch.19 When I Think About You.

      "Some things never change!" Liam yells at Zayn as he enters the house a half hour later than he was suppose to be.

    " Liam, before you get angry....look." Zayn says pulling his hands from behind his back allowing a bouquet of flowers and a box to be visible.

   Liam looked at Zayn, with confusion clearly being the only sense of emotion going through his mind at the time. Zayn just smiled, Zayn clearly was just happy at this time. Even though he just slept with someone else besides his fiance he felt good at the moment he almost felt as if he did Liam a favor.

   "What's this?" Liam asked before he looked around Zayn and into the kitchen to make sure that Justice was still in her chair eating her lunch.

   "It's just a little gift to say sorry, not just for being late today but for the way i've been acting towards you lately." Zayn says walking over to his fiance who now had a growing smile on his face.

    When he opened the creme colored box that read Louis Moinet, he couldn't help the now very evident and truthful smile that was spread across his face. It was a watch, but it wasn't just any watch it was probably one of the most expensive watches in London. Liam remembered seeing it on one of their shopping trips earlier in the year.

    "Zayn, i love it but i really don't think this is necessary." Liam said his brown eyes that once read confinement now read happiness and enjoyment.

   "So you want me to take it back?" Zayn joked reaching for the box.

  Liam immediately pulled it away his eyes widening with worry. "Oh, no. I just I'm surprised." he says lightly taking the watch out of it cushioned box and taking a better look at it.

   "Don't be surprised, i know i don't get you things that often so i thought you deserved this."  Zayn says pulling Liam in for a kiss before looking at his own watch for the time.

   "Babe, you better get to your shoot because it starts in like 15 minutes." Zayn reminds Liam.

   Liam was so distracted by his new watch and the flowers and Zayn's behavior that he didn't notice the purple mark on Zayn's neck that was given by His intern.

   "You're right um Justice just took some cold medicine don't forget to put her down for a nap at 3." Liam says quickly as he puts on his watch and pecks Zayn's cheek.

   "Alright, Do well...I love you Liam."  Zayn shouts has Liam rushes out of the door.

  Zayn, walked into the kitchen to see his daughter who was playing with her spaghetti o's.

" Daddy!" she yelled her spaghetti sauce covered hands flying in the air with glee. Zayn smiled at Justice with enthusiasm and that's when the guilt began to sink in.

   What killed him the most is that he didn't care that he lied to Liam, no matter how much he tried to tell himself to feel sorry he just couldn't, all he could feel was pleasure and want, he felt like because of Harry he could be addicted to Sex. There was no one that has ever made Zayn feel that good.

    "Were gonna get you cleaned up and then, your gonna take a nap so daddy can have a friend over." Zayn says with out thinking, but then he remembers that justice doesn't understand and won't so he shrugs it off,

   "No, i wann watch movie." she yelled slamming her hands down by her bowl.

"Hey, you don't talk to daddy that way." Zayn says faintly, he didn't want to sound too mean when he said it so he tried to keep it cool.

 Justice looked at her dad as if she hardly knew him after he said this, which broke his heart. He wanted to be around Justice more but it almost frightened him to spend time with her, because he was afraid he would screw something up or hurt her feelings or something.