Just A Little Fun

Unexpected!

When I woke up in the morning I was wrapped in Christian's arms, in his shirt, and his smell was consuming me and it would be the perfect experience if his phone would stop vibrating.

I reached over to silence it when I saw that it was two missed calls from Elijah and a text. I wasn't going to read it but then I saw my name.

Elijah:

Hey man thanks for going on that date with Eliza I know you only did it for me. Jessi had a great time and was happy that they got to see each other so thanks. But don't do anything stupid I like Eliza she's cool so when you tell her that you're actually not interested be gentle. Just try not to hurt her. And please don't think with your dick and sleep with her. Call me later. Bye.

I froze. "What the hell." I whispered to myself. "How could I be so stupid?" Without waking him up I got up, found my clothes, put them on, and left.

To tell the truth I was close to tears. How could he? And I know everyone hates the girl who doesn't ask questions to see if what happened was true. But it was all layed out perfectly. He only went on that date with me for Elijah. And although I like Elijah I can't believe he would ask his friend to lead me on just so he could have a good time.

I was hurt.

When I got outside I cursed myself for being so stupid. I didn't drive dammit!

Now what was I supposed to do. I looked around and realized that I actually knew how to get home. So I started the long walk back to my house.

And then I realized how I knew my way back home as I came to stop in front of Jace's house. I haven't talked to him since the fight. And I wasn't going to today. All he would do was tell me I told ya so.

I sighed "Why?" "Why am I such an idiot?"

.........

When I finally arrived home I had a good amount of messages and missed calls from Christian. Even from Jessi. He probably told her I ditched. I didn't really give a fuck. I'd let another person get past my walls. But all they did was what I feared the most. I let him in to quick I barely thought about it. Maybe it was because he saved me from repeating that experience again.

Maybe that's why I let him in so fast. I just recently got past the nightmares and it was because now I saw that you could be saved in that situation. My thoughts were cut off by my cell ringing for probably the hundredth time.

"Hello?" I snapped into the receiver.

"Lala what's wrong?" It was Jessi.

"Are you home?"

"Yeah."

"Are you alone?"

"Yes."

"Okay then I'll be over in half an hour to an hour."

"Alright I'll see you then."

I ran up the stairs and into the bathroom. Then I proceeded to strip and hop in the shower. When I was finished and got out I felt slightly better. I went into my room and got dressed. Texting Jessi to let her know I was on my way.

This was not gonna be fun.

........

When I arrived at her house I took a second to prepare my self. I was going to tell her everything. No one knew about what had happened except my parents. I needed to tell her.

I walked in yelling for her.

"Where the hell are you?"

"Give me a sec." she replied. And then I heard it, she wasn't alone. I already knew who was with her.