I'm indulged in your happiness
excited more than not
that you're doing well
outside the hell, I had you in for too long.
we were fire—
and not the good figurative kind.
we set each other aflame
I made us questionable and
you drove me insane
but now my levels are low
and from what I know
you're doing just fine.
and because I still love you,
like I always have and always will,
I'm glad you're happy,
even if it's not with me.
And I'm happy,
because I'm not with you.