I can genuinely say
this is the happiest I've been
since the middle of May
since he broke the organ in the chest
and he came into messages
and proved to be better than the rest.
since she barged her way out
after sneaking back in
and personifying my doubts
and even with a dad filled with cocaine
overtaking his mind
and flooding his veins
I realize all these events
created bigger blue lines
for me to vent.
itll be gone before i blink
so I smile as my eyes burn
and with tears on brink
I needed no one for my happiness
I only need me.
